Love Jesssss

Hey! I'm nervous!

2009-11-16T03:18:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!
Today is the last day for my form 2 life !
Initially I thought about skipping school because you know, it's boring at school .
Well, I'm gonna share my life experience about my school life today!
Ohh, you gotta' read it! A lot of things had happened today. ~

Blahs. When I entered the school, somebody said my senior wanna find me.
Then, I approached to my senior and he told me lots of things, about my wrongs.
Then, it was time for roll-call.
Well, I waited for my turn to speak in front of them, and this was the last chance to talk in front of roll-call in afternoon session.
I started to apologize for all my wrong, hoping them to understand and forgive me.
After that, my tears seemed like rolling down my cheeks.
I cried. Actually I didn't know what did I cried for. Just I cried.
Unbelievable right ? But I've mentioned I am a weak bravado before.
So, I finally understood why they cried last few days, and tears can't be control. =D
After roll-call, three juniors came to talk with me.
They apologized too, everything is fine now. <3
Special thanks to Joshua Quah, who helped a lot in this case. Wheee !

*skip the extraordinary and dull assembly !

When I was in the hall, chatting with Chee Wai and Heng Ye.
He stepped into the hall, and glancing towards left and right, then he went out.
Chee Wai called me to follow him. Then, I went outside too.
I laughed when I didn't even see his shadow. I thought he walked like lighting speed.
Then, I saw him. When I was about to walk away, he called my name.
omg . Damn it, I was so nervous you know?!
This is my first time to talk with him. Nahs, actually he talked with me before in February, but it couldn't be counted! Fine, I knew myself, when I'm nervous, my smile will become stiff.
Then, I told him to find a place to sit down.
Oh Blimey! I was so solicitous and worried.
Actually you thought I should be overjoyed because he came and talked with me.
I was scared that we've no topic to chat about.

At that instant, I was trying to find topics to chat.
I chatted with him in approximately 2 hours ++
I ended up my heart-to-heart conversation with him when he needed to go for his tuition.
Anyway, I enjoyed talking with him.
I like the feeling when talking with him.
I felt so sweet. LOL!
Cassy and Becky kept passing by us, LOL!
They made me wanna laugh !
I witnessed his very special gesture when he was talking with me.
He kept tidying his fringe ! LOL, he's cute <3
in contrast, I'm full of harvest ! Taaaadaaaas x)

Loves,
Jesssss

rawr. I <3 him .

2009-11-13T04:22:00.000-08:00

Taaadaaas x)
I didn't enter the class for the whole day today, because the students aren't too.
LOL.
Heng Ye was absent today, ewwww because she skipped school. ==
So, I went to find Ah Buu, SKY and Ah Hong .
Then I started to tell my story about yesterday, the shitty day. Right.
My entire body was feeling so hot and angry when I chatted about the shitty day.
Hello those people who don't know what had happened actually, please check what really happened first! PLEASE! Every questions had two side okay ?
If you're a leader, please check properly what had happened.
Don't just listen to one side, it's no use. Or else, you're a ~~good~~leader.

Skip those unnecessary things, I'm try to share sweet things here although I'm in a bitter-sweet mood now. Chris told me that he was in the canteen when we were chatting at the school kiosk .
I thought he had gone to attend a birthday party ?
Because his friend told me that he'll be attending to a birthday party today .
That means, he wouldn't stay back after school ?
LOL. But Chris told me that he saw him in the canteen.
So, he and I went to peek whether he was there or not .
OMG. And it was true. He was sitting at the canteen, I think he had spotted me .
But the stupid me had rushed away because feeling nervous~ ==
Then he went out school with his friend. ==
Never mind, my heart said.
He's gonna back soon. LOL.

School is actually boring today because nothing to do .
Just stay in the hall and watched movie.
I was not interested with that movie at all, so Bubu accompanied me to sit at the school kiosk .
I was waiting for him, because I wanted to meet him .
I guessed he won't come back because that time it was raining .
But, to my surprise, he came back. O.O
My heart was popping again, again and again.
He came in , and then turned one round, then walked out of school ?!
LOL. He didn't see I was sitting in the kiosk. Nah Nah Nah.
Richard called his friend's name to gain his attention over here.
LOL. Thanks a lot.
He saw me, finally. I think he was smiling at me. LOL.
Nice. I love that smile very much. <3>
Duh Duh Duh. Thanks God for enabling me to meet him. !

Obliterate the unhappy moments.
Just think about sweet moments, like him. <3
Then, I'll be happy :)
This is my way. :)

<3
Jesssss

holy shit.

2009-11-12T03:15:00.000-08:00

I ~~love~~ today.
What a holy shitty day (:
Oh ya, I had forgotten to praise your acting.
It's bravo! Even those Hollywoods actors also can't compete with you!
Keep on acting, keep on being hypocritical, keep on getting hatred from others.
Oh, I'm your ~~little fans~~ too, I ~~love~~ you, my shitty idol!

the deserted street .

2009-11-11T05:55:00.000-08:00

[ I could think of many reasons not to obey the summons.
And yet my suspicious about your inner true heart is growing stronger every moment I talked to you. ]

Hello guys, it's blogging time.
Well, those sentences I wrote above is for my ~~lovely, dearest~~ friend.
*lmao.
Okay, ignore it.
Yesterday I skipped school, so I'm going to school today for sure .
At least, I can show I'm still a good student. *LMAO!

I was wearing my tag, showing 'Assistant Head Prefect' when I stepped into the school today.
However, I found they already took off their tags away from their uniform .
I was thinking, oh my god, we're fully retired.
I miss my job, but somehow, I think I still have the power right?! *sucky me
Today, we let our juniors to control the whole afternoon session,
just to train them to be better.
So, we can relax a bit by standing at the back, observing them .

*skip
I saw Jiaa during recess time, she told me that she saw him .
I was so delighted that I called Jiaa to show me where's him.
But, I guessed we failed to find him.
So, we entered to the hall and we met Richard .
I asked him whether he got saw him too, he said he did.
But he already gone out of school.
Never mind, what else can I do ? Call him back?!

*skip
After spot check, I went back into class.
I didn't know Heng Ye was calling me to go down, because I was so tired that time.
Then, she entered and screamed to me, " HE'S IN THE KIOSK! "
My pupils had enlarged, LOL! Feeling so excited that I still have a chance to see him .
I went to a place, which can see him but can hide myself too. *lmao
Oh, I'm ridiculous right?!
I think, he saw me though.
Then he went outside again, but reentered the school.
I think he really saw me, but I kept feeling nervous, apprehensive, like butterflies in my stomach.
Dudes, I felt an awful frustration.
Nah Nah Nah,~

*skip
I was sms-ing with Roxy just now ,
he told me that he played basketball with him today!
Ewww, why he didn't inform me to go watch their competition?
It would be fun! *LMAO .

Signing off,
Jesssss

Lil' Announcement

2009-11-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!
Here is a lil' announcement =D *switching on the broadcast*
I've changed my hand phone number , not using that 016 one .
So, ask me for my new number if you wanna contact me!
Thank you!

Loves,
Jesssss

It's today.

2009-11-09T04:34:00.000-08:00

Oh! I like today much <3
I'm sure that every prefects like today too.
Ya! It's today!
All of us are waiting for today, yaa, it's our 'majlis perlantikan'
Um, how should I translate it into English?!

Well, when the rite starts, I felt nervous. =X
Um, I'm not suppose to feel nervous because it's not me to go up the stage and bla bla.
LOL. But I did.
I felt nervous because I scared there will be some problems occured or what.
But, luckily, they did it well! WELL DONE!
The sound of clapping and cheering of students and prefects made me felt warm and blessed.
I felt proud that I have a new badge of juniors trained by us here.
Oh~~I'm bad in describing feelings.
I really can't describe my feelings here.
You wouldn't know it. =P
When I was watching the slide show prepared by heng ye,
I'm so glad that prefects could have such a sweet memory too.
Look at our new badge of leaders, their leadership shouldn't be queried as they really have true leadership. ;D
Look at the photos, the boys are acting like sissies, oh god. =P

In short, I love prefects much.
Maybe normal students would dislike prefects sometimes,
but somehow, we choose what we like to do =)
That's us .
A new year, a new hope =)
Look, we're going to form 3 next year.
New challenges are waiting for us. O.O

SPM-sters, all the best in your SPM !
Especially you <3

Loves,
Jesssss

Taggy!

2009-11-08T03:56:00.000-08:00

Taggy by Megan.

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1. Natalie Yong
2. Shinju Yeong
3. Ginny Ngai
4. Jane Ng
5. Richard Fong
6. Roxy Lee
7. Yee Zheng Yang
8. Eik Huan Kor
9. Zhi Zhuin Yong
10. Ming Li Chong

1. Would you date number 5?
LOL! If he wants too.

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
Oh No! I'll burst into tears );

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend.
So what?!

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
LOL! Grab anything to beat her! ;X

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Ask her why ;D

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Number 1o really should have a new haircut. =X

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
Yeah! Go with him since the tickets are free. ~

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
And we'll have a cherry rose drink.

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
I'll navigate myself to take me where you be ;D

10.You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
We'll stop because we're not wrong. ;P

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
LOL! He's not single !

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
No more consideration, make an appointment with him! LOL!

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
Then I showed my mp4 out and shuffled songs ~~

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can’t sleep.
I know what he wanna chat about. LOL!

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Ewww. I'll scold wtf. =P

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
Then I'll provide free tissues for her nyahs .!

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
LOL! Where's the camera? Capture Juju's expression with her new hairstyle [ those boom hair! ]

18. Number 5 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Ask him to give me that. =D

19. Number 3 just got you an X-Box.
Say thank you, of course!

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children’s card game.
Let's play then!

21. Number 1 thinks he/she’s overweight.
She's not. She's perfect :)

22. Number 7 looks lonely.
None of my business, his girlfriend sure will go accompany him. =P

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
Fine, let her to think and relax herself.

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
Oh really?! I would greatly appreciate them!

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say?
He likes brown!

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
I saw the victim is not her, she's the one who saving the victim's life. LOL!

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
Comfort her!

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
Let's move it move it!

moveonwithmylife

2009-11-06T03:42:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, do you have an enjoyable happy Friday ?
Well, I went to school early in the morning today .
Actually not early, I reached there approximately 9.30 a.m.
Oops! They had reached there before 9.00 a.m.
Nahs, never mind. They would be happy although I'm not around. =P
They discussed The Genting Trip.
Maybe we could have a vacation there during holidays with our gang.
LOL. It's still on progress, I hope teacher would give us the permission to go there.

Next, we had meeting. ~~
Luckily, I saw him. If not, I would feel boring .
But, lifeless man. ! When I saw him, I would automatically walked away .
Maybe I just wanna glance at him, then I'm satisfied ?!
I'm stupid. Okay, I acknowledged it.
HY and I saw a handsome boy. Nahs Nahs Nahs.
But he's in form 5.
OMG. Why almost all the handsome boys are in form 5 ?
Well, he's a basketball player with a cool face.
Most of the boys like to act cool huh ? LOL, I don't know.
I heard Roxy said he's in class 5S2 ?
WTH. First time saw such a handsome boy in good classes. =X
LOL. I don't mean anything. =X
*skip*

Today we've spotcheck. oh dudes!
This time is much more better than previous.
Prefects, keep it up!
Chatted with Yan Yee, my future generation who inherit my job, LOL.
She's a shy girl. LOL.
But when you started to chat with her with topics, she would chat with you too.
Not like those, ask them something also wouldn't give any responses one .
*LMAO.
Whatever, I hope she will do better than me!
That can proof that I taught her well~~ *taaadaaas x)

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses blanket,
But I've got to get a move on with my life.
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay.

Loves,
Jesssss

Snapshot.!

2009-11-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

I am here again :)
This time I gonna share some good stuffs again, heh!
I was viewing the photos that I have captured in Genting Highlands just now.
I found some pretty snapshots.
Don't worry, I'm pro in capturing photos. =X
Should say, I'm the opposite if "pro" . yadda yadda, whatever.
Not gonna say any nonsense now, photos are here!
Click click!

Kumiko Funayama.

2009-11-04T00:26:00.000-08:00

Oh my darling!
Look at this pretty little angel~
I was reading a magazine frantically recently.
The magazine is called Popteen .
Well well, every girls would enjoy while reading it.
Ya ya, no exception for me too!

Well, those models in this magazine are CUTE, HOT, PRETTY.
I envy them much! omg!
I like Kumiko Funayama [ Chinese name: 舟山久美子 ] the most <3
She is slim.
She is cute.
She is pretty.
She is hot.
She is more beautiful than an angel.
She, took my breath away although she's a girl. [ c'mon, I'm not lesbian! ]
She is my idol.
She has a perfect smile.
I wanna be like her! *LMAO

舟山久美子、とてもかわいいです！

P.S. I always share good things to you! yes YOU. Who's viewing my blog now!
Here I share a scan of Kumiko Funayama's photo.
OMG. She is so cute!

愛,
Jesssss.

school life.

2009-11-03T03:08:00.000-08:00

School life started to become meaningless these few days.
I never step into my class today, the first time. *LMAO.
Oops, but I got the permission.~ yadda yadda.
So, wondering where have I been ?
I have been staying in the hall for the whole shitty day to prepare for prefect's stuffs.
Luckily, Roxy and I went to bring the keyboard down.
And it disposed off our boredom.

I missed the moment when we're playing Jay's song.
It's a song which requires two people to play at the same time.
Yeah~ I love it. <3
While playing the keyboard, he suddenly entered to the hall.
My friend shouted his name, LOL.
I turned my head to look at him immediately.
omfg, I saw him dudes. But omfg, he didn't give any response.
Whatever.
Then, I stopped to play the keyboard.
Going down from the stage to chat with Ju, Nat, Jovi, Kit and Richard.
They're cute. LOL.

I'm wondering, why time flew so fast ?!

P.S. Thanks Richard for all the our-secret-shhh!! *LMAO

Loves,
Jesssss

awesome trip.

2009-11-01T19:21:00.000-08:00

FYI, I had an awesome Genting trip yesterday with my family.
I had promised you-all this morning that I'll update a longer post about my Genting trip this night.
Here am I :)
The memory ~~

First, we headed to Genting at 9.30++
My brother and I skipped our English tuition. Oops!
Had our lunch at Gohtong Jaya, then finally towards our destination.
The sky was so blue initially turned dark, and rain started to pour!
OMG. We felt so sad because we wanted to go Genting Outdoor Theme Park.!
We couldn't do anything but just need to wait the stop of the rain.

Then, my father went to check-in at the Highlands Hotel.
After that, we put our luggage bags inside the room.
It was raining heavily that time so we were forced to go into the indoor to search for something to play.
Nahs, indoor was boring.
There were a bee-line in front of the ticket counter, so we just wandered around there.
I felt like wanna go into the Haunted House suddenly,
but all my family members are frightened. LOL.
I wonder why am I so brave :P
As nobody accompany me to go into the Haunted House, so I've called off my decision.
A few moments later, the rain finally stopped. *yeah!*
I nudged my daddy to buy the entrance ticket for the outdoor Theme Park.
He went to buy the tickets, reluctantly, LOL.
But somehow, thanks daddy! :)

Genting Theme Park was fun! It was not as boring as the indoor one.!
But I found a lot of people patrolled around there.
They would even make a bee-line to play the activities. Oh my!
I felt a little bit regret because I isn't that kind of person who likes to wait.
Let's say I'm impatient. :)
We wandered around there, could be consider as wasting money and time.
My mother kept scolding at us but I pretended I didn't hear anything.
I left her mumbling to herself, *LMAO.
We visited the Dinosaur land at the very first.
The weather suddenly turned again . omg.
It started to rain, again! And we still haven't play anything yet! OMG.
I thought : "omg, this time could be 'perfect' ~~! "
Then we ran to the Carousel to wait the rain to stop.
Luckily, the rain stopped a few minutes later. *pheww*

Of course, I need to save the time!
Then, I ran to queue to play the SPACE SHOT.
I was so delighted when I saw those people screaming loudly while playing that game!
I thought, WOW. It was so awesome~!
Without second thought, I went to queue up myself, leaving my family beside.
Finally, it was my turn to play it! That time, I was still feeling so exciting.
When the thing started to bring me up to the sky, I was so happy. LOL.
I didn't feel scared that moment.
But, when the thing moved to the highest place,
and suddenly it brought all of us going down !
I screamed. Really, I screamed out loud and non-stop.!
It seemed like took my heart away and my both hands were stiffed.
I thought it was fun but it was not. LOL.
The feelings when playing that activity could not be described by using any words!
It was so I-don't-know-how-to-describe! *LMAO.
After playing that activity, I felt so excited because I challenged myself and the activity was a breakthrough for me. :)

Next, we went to play the CYCLONE.
It was likely the roller coaster but it was not as wild as it. LOL.
The same thing, we screamed!
Before the 'car' started to move, we were still singing "Boom Boom Pow" and "I gotta feeling".
When it reached the slope, we started to scream even though we had not enough voice to scream. It was exhilarating.
Although I played not much activities there, I felt satisfied.

After playing at Genting Theme Park, we went to meet daddy in the restaurant.
We opted for Ming Ren Restaurant first because daddy had vouchers for it.
I liked the dessert so much, it was tasty! Yum Yummy!
After that, we roamed around for a few minutes.
Then, we entered the restaurant called "The Olive Restaurant".
It was so fanstastic and romantic~~
I liked the environment and the decoration of the restaurant there.
It was so classy, stylish, chic, clean, elegant, posh, la-di-da...what more words can I use to describe ?
Cheers~It was my first time to drink red wine.
Luckily, I was no intoxicated by it. Haha.
After that, we went back to our room at the hotel to bunk.

We went back to K.L the next day after having our breakfast at Gohtong Jaya.
Bye-bye Genting. I will be back! *LMAO
<3

Loves,
Jesssss

Tagged.

2009-10-31T06:28:00.000-07:00

I have done a few tags recently huh.
Hope this tag wouldn't take me too much time. LOL.
Oh ya, I'm tagged by Ms.Becky.

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Jess

2. Jessica

3. Yong Xin

4. Chaw Yong Xin [ my full name huh]

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
How could I remember?!
But you guys need to remember the most important date : 7th of August.
LOL.

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Watching TV
2. Doing my piano theory exam paper
3. Using the computer
4. Having my dinner

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Laugh with friends.
2. Hang out with friends.
3. Get his comfort and hugs.
4. Shopping~

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Excuse me, I gotta change the question .
I miss them from my past till now. :)
1. him.
2. heng ye.[ babe ]
3. roxy. [ babe ]
4. other friends.

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. I'm yearning for his love.
2. An Unlimited Credit card.
3. Pink of health.
4. Laptop.

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. Play the piano, duh.
2. Online-ing.
3. Shopping~~!
4. Listening to music.

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

1. New York!
2. Japan
3. The most beautiful and romantic island.
4.[ Just let me fulfill my above three wishes first ]

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Starbucks Fracpuccino JavaChips [ oh! I love the chocolate chips on the whipped cream!! ]
2. Fruit juice [ kinda healthy! ]
3. Mineral water [ yea , the most common one ]
4. no idea.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. Tons of books. [ LOL ]
2. My pencil case
3. An umbrella [ can use it if necessary ]
4. Private stuffs =X

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Baby pink!
2. Hot red ~~
3. Sky Blue
4. Romantic purple

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Pavilion! OH YEAH .
2. Mid Valley
3. Sungei Wang?!
4. KLCC

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
I love my babes :)

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
Anything I received from him and my best friends.

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
Who dares to ignore my tagging?! :p

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
I respect my my friend who tagged me. =D

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:
Everyone :)

Just say that I'm not special,

2009-10-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

Come on.
Just say that I'm not special.
Just say that I'm extraordinary.
Just say that I'm miscellaneous.
Just say that I'm dysfunctional.
Just say that I'm good-for-nothing.

What-I-have-done-today list :

Have meeting , announced the positions for new badge's prefects.
Stay in the hall and arrange something for 'Majlis Perlantikan Pengawas'
Met Jiajia.
Then walked to the kiosk, met Jane, Richard and him~
Chit-chatted there. Suddenly lcy boomed out. He, kept chagrining there. [ made me felt embarrassed in front of him! ]
Went back to the hall, arranged again .
My voice almost finished using . I'm tired. Everyone is tired .
But we still have the spirit, that's why we are called Prefects. LOL.
Nice working. Everyone is co-operating with us.

Congratulations to all prefects,
especially to the new badge of leaders .
Keep it up ba!

Loves,
Jesssss

everything had gone bad.

2009-10-29T19:11:00.000-07:00

Everything had gone bad abruptly.
First and foremost, everyone knows that exam is over.
What will come next is those freaking exam results.
I remembered my mother scolded me for my way of studying before exam.
She told me : " Why can you still online ? Exam is just around the corner! "
I remembered I contradicted her words, telling her that I will prepare for exam.
Duhs. Everything had gone bad.

I got ultimately bad results.
Especially for my ~~Dear~~ Maths.
I usually score A for it.
But for this final exam, I scored a "B" for it.
I didn't cry. But kept scolding vulgarities to myself.
I hate myself for being so stubborn previously.
I hate myself for being so careless, passive, idle.....and whatsoever.
Next is for my KH.
I thought I can score an A for it, but I failed.
Another "B" is given to me.
I really hope, I won't get any "B"s again.
I hate "B".
I want more As !
=(

Another screwed up thing was,
him.
Love seem like destined by God.
I couldn't get everything I wanted, I desired for.
I just want a chance to see him, but that chance is hard to find.
Destiny Destiny Destiny. ~

Anyway, many thanks to yeong shin ju who sent me all Justin Bieber's new songs.
<3

Loves,
Jesssss.

Tagged.

2009-10-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Natalie Darling~~

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現在幾點: 9:51PM.

你的名: Jessica Chaw/ 邹咏芯

如果难记就叫我： Jess

你現在正在聽誰的歌: Black Eyed Peas !

你在哪裡讀書(工作): SMKTC.

你最後吃的一樣東西是什麼：Food prepared by my mummy.

现在天氣如何: Deafening silence fills the air. x)

戴隱形眼鏡嗎：Yup.

上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目: I don't count it. x)

你通常吹熄這些蠟燭的日期： 7th of August. ~

你家養過什麼: fish, rabbit, hamsters. But all dead now. x)

星座: LEO.

眼珠顏色: Black, duh.

有刺青嗎: No.

喜歡你目前的生活嗎: I love it.

出生地: Somewhere in earth.

曾經出過車禍嗎: No. Pray to the God.

你會花心嗎: How do you think?

暗戀過人嗎: I don't have that genuine heart from three years old children anymore.

不敢跟人告白嗎: Teach me how!

喜歡吃啥麼東西: I like gastronomic.

喜歡喝什麼: Juice.

喜欢的顏色: pink. purple. silver. gold.

喜歡的數字: eight=august. seven=my birth date, eighteen =X

喜歡看哪一種的電影: any type.

最喜歡的卡通人物: Can DOMO considered as Cartoon?

喜歡的花: Flower bought by boy friend. =X

最怕遇到的人: I mentioned in my blog.

喜歡的運動: oops. Sorry I rarely sport.

喜欢的冰淇淋種类: I like BR's and HD's.

最怕什麼東西: ggggghost.

喜歡看的電視台: Astro On Demand, MTV

如果有來世，你最想當: A human being.

討厭做的事: Do something that forced by others.

討厭別人做什麼: People who is hypocritical

擅長的事: self-obsessing. XD

上次上醫院是什麼時候: I had forgotten.

以後想做什麼職業: I don't know yet.

你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡: New York.

無聊的時候你大多做些什麼: play the piano.

世上最惱人的事: A lot.

全世界最好的事: A lot.

目前有男(女)友嗎: I wish I could get him.

做事情的態度如何: Depends on what am I doing. [ same as juju]

如果有人誤會你，你會: explain ~~~

如果有人誤會你，又不聽你的解釋: I really will scold out vulgarities.

有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎: I don't care about them, it's too childish to waste time on them.

你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎: idk.

現在心裡最想念的人是誰: Him.

要幾歲結婚: ' Man proposes, God disposes '

今天心情好嗎: moody.

有想过自殺: No, it's stupid.

如果要你放弃现在所有的，你会吗: Why want me to give up everything I had? silly .

現在幾點了：10.45 P.M. Gosh, I hate this tag.

点名名单：

Everyone is invited to do this tag. :)

finally.

2009-10-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

Finally, exam is over.
Finally, my computer had installed the sound device.
Finally, I can hear soft and rock music through my computer.
Finally, I got some of my exam results.
Finally, I knew what's wrong with me.
Finally, I knew I'm stubborn.
Finally, I knew I'm wrong.
Finally, I knew what is "Don't cry over spilt milk"
Finally, I knew missing him is not a sweet memory for me.
Finally, I knew I didn't do my best.
Finally, I knew I'm a failure.

Finally, I knew how important are my babes, r and hy.

faithful exam,

2009-10-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

I'M GOING TO PUT A FULLLLLLL STOP TO MY DEAR AND FAITHFUL EXAM TOMORROW AFTER 6.30. I WILL ~~MISS YOU~~, DEAR EXAM!

hopeless.

2009-10-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

I am useless.
I am hopeless.
I am brainless.
I am mindless.
I am unprepossessing.
All unpropitious troubles are popping around me.
They ruined all my passed endeavors.
I am in turn asking myself
What am I doing ?

I know I rawks.

2009-10-21T04:10:00.000-07:00

\m/
Rock it baby.
I know I rawk. xD
YEA. I DID VERY ~~AWESOME~~ FOR MY MATHS.
For paper 1. I think I got 34/40. [ preparing to die ]
For paper 2. I'M MORTIFIED AS A 2A STUDENT. Gosh. ! I didn't know how to do those questions.
For other people, it could be a piece of cake.
For me, I'm going to die without my calculator when doing Maths.
I couldn't even do those simple question, such as drawing the graph. Oh Shitty.
I know I rock, thank you. =]

Tomorrow another deadline is coming.
Chinese paper 1 + Science.
Guys, please get ready to attend my funeral .
I love you all. =O

Chinese + Moral

2009-10-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Today had Chinese Essay Test and Moral test .

I never study for Chinese. NEVER.

The first reason is, I don't have Chinese reference books .

The second reason is, what should I read ?

The third reason is, I just want ample inspiration. !

For moral test, I found one little hard section. Oh dudes.

I hoped I still managed to score it.

MATHS TEST TOMORROW.

WISH ME ALL THE BEST.

Kisses,

2009-10-18T22:17:00.000-07:00

Feverishly Pink.

I love you.

Day 2 for test

2009-10-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

Day 2 for final exam -
Today we had English test, paper 1 and paper 2 .
Here to analyse them for you-all.

Paper 1 --
OM[G] I thought it was as easy as ABC.
But out of my dismay, I found a few difficult questions.
Oh dear. I think I can't get over 35 per 40 questions this time.

Paper 2 --
Section A.
Bar Graph- the topic that I don't know how to write about it .
But this time, I managed to write it. Yeepeee. Ended it up with 3 pages.

Section B.
Summary time!
Oh sucks.
Actually I just wrote 58 words because it commands us not to write for over 60 words.
Then, it called us to mention how many words that we had written .
I wrote 78 accidentally. OM[G] The teacher must deduct my mark this time. =(

Section C.
Is about the novel 'The Phantom Of The Opera"
The question is to ask us to write about why you find this novel is interesting .
O.O Nice question huh!
I kept writing and writing and writing, without looking at my watch .
When I was writing with alacrity, I glanced at my watch.
OM[G]. It was already 6.30 p.m.
At that moment, I rushed to complete my writing.
Hopefully, I managed to end it up.
Did a quick checking for every sections then handed in my paper.

Hyuu. What a day.
But for today, I met him!
OM[G] I finally met him, thrice!
The first time I met him today was, he and his friends are walking into the hall,
LOOK. He is cute! I wanna shout when hy pointed him to me.
The second time I met him today was when I stepped into the hall,
the students were having the Deepavali celebration.
I saw he and his friends, sitting at the corner of the hall.
Then I glanced at them, his friends looked at me, same like grinning at me.
Then he turned over his head towards me , OM[G] he looked at me!
But what I am feeling morose is, he doesn't know me!
He couldn't recognize me!
Because of my shyness and timidness, I didn't walk and talk with him.
OH. GAWD. I FAILED TO DO THAT.
The last time I met him today was form 2 recess time.
He walked in to school and he was eating fruits. LOL.
But looks like the guard discouraged him to enter the school ,
so he walked out of the school.
OM[G] I don't know what my expression is.
I felt happy because I saw him .
I felt sad because I didn't say any words to him.
I miss him badly .
Tomorrow will be holiday again until Monday.
I want to see him badly.

Let the future flowwww.

Loves,
Jesssss

all you said before,

2009-10-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hello guys, school is finally reopen today.
Those form 3 students are relaxing now because their dreadful dream had gone!
In contrast, other form's students need to prepare for their final exam.
Oh God.

Today we had B.M test,
Paper 1 -- Fine, I had tips before I took the exam. But I'm not sure that I can score 35/40
Paper 2 --
Section A. I don't really pay my full attention while I'm doing it.
[ I'm thinking of someone else ]
Section B. I'm wondering what am I writing about. I didn't count the amount of words that I have written. I don't care.
Section C. My soul is finally back! xD I had chosen the first question, which is writing the speech. Well, I did study for topic before. I ended it up with 3 pages. [ muaahaaa]
Section D. The novel part, the easiest part. LOL.
Hyuu, luckily my B.M test launched peacefully.

Tomorrow I'm going to chalk up and score on my English test.
Wish me good luck! <3>

I was looking for you, but you didn't appear in front of me today.
I was downcast.
I was deep into the dumps.
I was frustrated.
My heart is more than bitter.
Looks like I'm really pessimistic, morose.
Oh dear, what a droopy me.

Listening to the melancholy music,
resigning off to a woebegone universe.
I love you and this is true.

yours and mine,

2009-10-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

Hello guys!
I'm obsessed with a boy recently.
He made me want to possess him! Ahaa!
I texted him last few days, then we stopped sms.
I didn't sms him as I felt like I'm disturbing him.
Perhaps like what Juju said, let it "flowwww".
If he shows no interest to you, don't disturb him or else, you'll made him feel annoying.
Well, I found that this was so right.
That's why I didn't sms him again .

The next day, when I was doing my revision ,
my mobile phone's sms alert rang.
I took my phone dizzily and checked who was that.
OMG. Is HIM !
My heart was thumping so fast !
I read his every single words although the message was kinda short.
He greeted me and asked me how am I.
Then we started off our so-called "sms" journey. *whoots!*
We sms-ed until 11.50 p.m. last night, when I was about to reply his message,
suddenly my mobile phone's credit had reached the expiry date.
Oh blimey. How could this thing happened on this time! It sucks!
I dashed and groped my mum's mobile phone out.
I used her mobile phone to text him and told him to continue our journey on the next day .
That night, I was really excited until I can't even sleep.
Oh dear, I love you.!

Today, I texted him again.
My friend sent me a message simultaneously.
It was about,
" telling your friends that you love them or what ,
send this message to your best friends and tell them that you love them.."
Looks like my nerve impulses sent some info to my brain.
"Send it to him! Quick!"
I forwarded this message to him, unhesitatingly.
After a few minutes, he replied .
And saying " I LOVE YOU TOO. "
OMG. I DIDN'T FORCE HIM TO SAY.
HE SAID HE LOVES ME .
Taddaaa. Oh dear, I love you too!
I was so in a good mood today!

Some e-mo photos here,
I can't endure my own narcissism. lmao.

My cupboard full with books. { can spot me through the reflection? }

Captured it while studying KH. Is this called self-obsessed? omg.

Loves {愛しています]
Jesssss
yupiloveyou.butidon'tinsistthatyougottaloveme.
{ guess these words }

the future flow,

2009-10-08T01:16:00.000-07:00

I need you,
like a plant needs sunlight to carry out photosynthesis.

I need you,
like requiring an acidic medium for the action of enzymes.

I need you,
like a parasite need a host.

I need you,
like an acid needs an alkali to neutralize each other.

I need you,
like the coagulation tank needs alum and lime.

I need you,
like air molecules need a wall of the container to collide with each other.

I need you,
like a wild orchid plant needs clasping roots for support.

I need you,
like I need everything .

I know that I need you like hell,
but somehow, I trust things can go on naturally.

Typical Monday, i'm a weirdo.

2009-10-05T04:06:00.000-07:00

It's a typical Monday afternoon,
when I stepped into the school,
my first feeling was, " hey, where is he? "
I was finding a boy, who is studying at morning session.

Before the assembly, the school bell had rung!
That means, morning session students are coming down!
Morning session school dismissed!
I called Ah Buu to accompany me to find that boy.
Met Daniel initially, heh.
He asked me whether am I wearing contact lens or not,
I nodded my head. Then he said, " ai mei argh" means, I want to be pretty. LOL.
When I was about to turn into the canteen, I met him. :X
omfg, he was wearing black shirt and walking with his friends.
I was so excited that I saw him in a near distance! omg!
His face, showed all that I wanted.
I like his face! omg, he is awesome!
I was like, wanna waved at him and said "Hi" to him.
But, I did not have that courage, furthermore, I think he will feel that I'm a weirdo.
He did not stay back after school, feeling superb frustrated. :x

B.I period had no teacher,
I chatted with my friends and kept saying about him.
I kept asking my friends how to start sms him and so on.
*sighs* I just want to know more about him.
Seems like I had became a nuisance..
Roxy exclaimed : " What poison he gave you? Why he can turn you into another person? "
I don't know?
But, I really want to know about him. Let me be his acquaintance!
*ugrh!*

Jesssss,
what should I do?

salad.

2009-10-04T02:21:00.000-07:00

Hey ya, my mother bought a lot of ingredients to make salad.
I enjoyed having salad because it contains a lot of Vitamins which can strengthen our body immune system or whatsoever.
What I really like the most about salad is,
I made it myself. Ha ha. So, I'm telling you guys that I know how to make food too.
lmao.

My very first recipe on preparing a healthy salad,
Cherry Honey Tomatoes, { remember to cut it into half }
Apples { ignore this if you don't want }
Carrot slices {yummy! }
The....vegetable? { I had forgotten "sheng cai" in English :x }
Thousand Island Sauce { this is extremely important! If you don't have this, your salad will be ruined! }

Hey, isn't this easy ?
It does not require you to open the oven or anything else, prepare for oil and cook it.

FYI, I really want to gain weight currently!
I'm just the-secret-kilograms, and I want to gain weight till 38.8 kilograms.
This is what I ate for tea time,
Doraemon Mooncake + Japanese tea.
The moon cake looks very cute, but....the taste is not that good. LOL.

This post is all about food huh,
enjoy looking at them! Toodles!

Loves,
Jesssss

Tagged!

2009-10-02T18:16:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Nat, Juju, Cassy.

被点到必填，
不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。被点到的::

1.Cassy
2.Jane
3.Natalie
4.Juju
5.Ken
6.Roxy
7.Jia
8.Zhi Yong
9.Ruh Wey
10.Zhi Zhuin

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: Yup.
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]:: A pretty girl indeed!
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: Playing badminton?
04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: idk.
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: Hii.
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: I think so.
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: Hoho, a lot! But she's not available now!
08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: what does it means ?
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: idk, black ?
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: I think so, they knew each other.
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: 27th of December? [ not sure] XD
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: same school. same class with me.
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: Through her blog ?
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: shitty, I don't know her birthday. cassy dont kill me! xP
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: No. ):
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: We always do.
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: Sure!
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: Um, pretty and cute girl with lively personality.
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: Bad girl ;P
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: LOL. I don't LOVE him.

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的::Nat, Juju, Cassy.
2. 你们认识多久呢:: Nat-since Standard 2 ? Juju-can't remember! Cassy-since form 1
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: Yup.!
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: Friends.
5.你覺得他(她）的個性如何:: They're so adorable!
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: they have a lot of interests

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会
答 : Turn around my head and see who is the people.
問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
答 : Take out my handphone and capture it! Quick! xo
問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : Did we need vehicles when going to the beach?
問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
答 : I prefer stay on the seashore.
問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : Iphone. LOL.
問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : Beach is beach.
問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
答 : Depends on my mood.
問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : It this moisturizer ?
問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : myself. LOL,
問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答 : Nobody would say it. NEVER.
問 : 自恋適合你吗
答 : yup yup. XO

He made me feels.

2009-10-02T04:01:00.000-07:00

Justin Bieber,
No one ever can made me feel the way you do.
I guessed, I love you.

Hello guys, those words are my foreword for this post.
I'm currently loving Justin Bieber.
I could not stop thinking of his cute, adorable, handsome, cool face!
I had influenced 2 classmates, heh!
They started to be infatuated with Justin Bieber!
Hooray~! Justin, I love you so much!

The next thing, bad news huh.
We, argued again.
Ya, it sucks. It's so meaningless.
Don't ever use your full-mouthed voice and yell at us !
I'm not going. It would be so meaningless.!

Preparing for exam, must make a greater effort huh!
BRACE UP PEOPLE!

Loves,
Jesssss

busy.

2009-10-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps,
I was busying about a lot of things currently.
So, I might not be able to update every day.
Anyway, I'll reciprocate you-all with long posts after exam.
Bye peeps!

Loves,
Jesssss
<3 Justin Bieber

m.onday

2009-09-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, it is Monday today.
Fyi, schools are reopen again.
Back to school life huh , but the thing that let me felt funny is
next week we are going to have our holidays again. !
Last week were holidays, this week back to study for one week ,
the following week will be holidays again due to the PMR exam.
Here to wish all candidates who are sitting for PMR exam, good luck!
Wish you-all can pass the exam with flying colors ya!

Okay, let's talk about another topic.
My new look without spectacles, how is it ?
Today is my first day wearing contact lens to school.
It is inevitable that, everyone was asking me where is my spectacles.
And of course, some of them said I looked weird.
LOL. Fine, I admit it because I had wore my spectacles for approximately 6 years!
I'm wearing my spectacles on every day.
How could they get use to it abruptly?

One of my friends, khai yuet is downcast today.
I saw some tears in her eyes.
When I was back to my home from school ,
I received her message, said something bad occurs.
Something that, really..really sad happened.
I dare not to tell here. Maybe it's P&C.
I. felt very sad for her.
I really don't know what words should I use to console her.
I hope she will be fine after a few days.
Don't worry, we'll be here with you always. <3

Loves,
Jesssss

A-Z

2009-09-25T19:52:00.000-07:00

Check it!
A phobia is an intense, persistent fear of certain situations, events, things or people.

What Phobias Do You Have? { A little test by Li-Yenn }

Ablutophobia - Fear of washing or bathing.
Acerophobia - Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia - Fear of noise.
Agyrophobia - Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia - Fear of cats.
Alektorophobia - Fear of chickens.
Algophobia - Fear of pain.
Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia - Fear of walking.
Anablephobia - Fear of looking up.
Androphobia - Fear of men.
Angrophobia - Fear of becoming angry.
Anuptaphobia - Fear of staying single.
Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.
Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
Automysophobia - Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia - Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Balenephobia - Fear of pins and needles.
Ballistophobia - Fear of missles or bullets.
Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
Blennophobia - Fear of slime.
Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
Caligynephobia - Fear of beautiful women.
Cardiophobia - Fear of the heart.
Cathisophobia - Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. { sometimes }
Cenophobia - Fear of new things or ideas.
Chorophobia - Fear of dancing.
Chrematophobia - Fear of money.
Chromatophobia - Fear of colors.
Clinophobia - Fear of going to bed.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Crystallophobia - Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyprianophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
Decidophobia - Fear of making decisions.
Demophobia - Fear of crowds.
Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
Dentophobia - Fear of dentist.
Didaskaleinophobia - Fear of going to school.
Dishabiliophobia - Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Erotophobia - Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Erythrophobia - Fear of redlights. Fear of blushing. Fear of red.
Euphobia - Fear of hearing good news.
Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
Genophobia - Fear of sex.
Haptephobia - Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia - Fear of being robbed.
Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
Hynophobia - Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Iatrophobia - Fear of going to the doctor or doctors.
Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
Kolpophobia - Fear of genitals, particulary female.
Koniophobia - Fear of dust.
Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
Levophobia - Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Mastigophobia - Fear of punishment.
Melophobia - Fear of hatred or music.
Methyphobia - Fear of alcohol.
Mycrophobia - Fear of small things.
Neopharmaphobia - Fear of new drugs.
neophobia - Fear of anything new.
Nephophobia - Fear of clouds.
Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia - Fear of becoming ill.
Novercaphobia - Fear of your step-mother.
Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
Ombrophobia - Fear of rain or being rained on.
Oneirogmophobia - Fear of wet dreams.
Opthalmophobia - Fear of being stared at.
Parthenophobia - Fear of virgins or young girls.
Pediophobia - Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia - Fear of children.
Peladophobia - Fear of bald people.
Phallophobia - Fear of penis, esp erect.
Pharmacophobia - Fear of drugs. { I'll ignore drugs forever }
Phasmophobia - Fear of ghost.
Philematophobia - Fear of kissing.
Philophobia - Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
Samhainophobia - Fear of Halloween.
Sciophobia - Fear of shadows
Testaphobia - Fear of taking test.
Thantophobia - Fear of death or dying.
Virginitiphobia - Fear of rape.
Vitricophobia - Fear of step-father.
Xanthophobia - Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Zelophobia - Fear of jealousy.

Let's test and learn !

Kisses,
Jesssss
thanks yenn once again.

He is

2009-09-25T04:07:00.000-07:00

He is a boy .
He is fifteen.
He is hot.
He is cute.
He is handsome.
He is awesome.
He is perfect.

HE IS JUSTIN BIEBER. !
Could you see how hawt is he ?
I'm fully attracted by him.
I love him. oh my! <3

I got it

2009-09-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, I'm here to update my short short post.
I'm not in a happy mood now to update because I'm tired!
Whew, I'm exhaust.
I realized window-shopping was totally boring!

Before going to have our lunch,
mummy brought me to brought me to choose a new pair of spectacles,
unfortunately, those spectacles that I want are fashionable.
The borders were too thick, the colours were too sharp. ohmygod.
The school rules are annoying, my dear.
Reluctantly, we need to follow them too.
The sales girl introduced me to wear contact lens,
I scared it was not suitable for me.

Next.
My family and I had our lunch in Shabu-Shabu Restaurant, Lot 10.
It's a steamboat + buffet restaurant.
The food were quite nice and delicious.
We sat there for 2 hours something.
The people were going to "fight" and "snatch" for delicious food.
For example, big prawns, tiramisu cake, and a kind of shell?
I don't know it's name.

After our lunch, we walked to Pavilion.
Well, I don't know why I didn't have a good mood for shopping today.
Maybe I don't have enough cash, as I mentioned,
window-shopping is so boring and not enjoyable at all. =.='
As I'm not born with a silver spoon in my mouth,
I could not buy whatever I want to buy.
Initially, we were going to sing Karaoke in Red Box Plus.
But, you know, the prices.....unaffordable for us. *sighs*

So, we walked back to Sungei Wang.
I think, this was the shortest time we shopped in Pavilion.
Normally, we can walk from the morning till the night there,
but today, it was totally different!?
After we walked back to Sungei Wang,
mummy brought me to optical shop again.

I was quite tired that moment, not in a mood to choose new spectacles.
My mother asked some questions about wearing contact lens,
finally. ! She allowed me to wear contact lens. !
I'm not going to wear my round and old-fashioned spectacles to school again!
[ note: the spectacles I mentioned is not my Esprit cool black color one. ]
I don't know whether I can adapt my new look without spectacles.
Huh ? I don't know! Maybe I need to require some opinions from you-all.

After buying my new contact lens, I wore it.
Then, we went Green Box to sing Karaoke.
Yeah, this was what I'm yearning for.
Sure, we sang a lot of songs there.
Hey, I got a strong feelings towards English songs nowadays.
Especially Black Eyed Peas', Lady Gaga's, Fergie's, Avril Lavigne's, Taylor Swift's and so on.
My throat is going to BOOM by my singing style. Heh.

P.S. Sorry Jane that I can't hang out with you this Thursday.
I apologized that I broke my promise to you!

P.S.S. A photo of my new look is presented to you-all.
Opinions please!

Loves,
Jesssss

Hedonism

2009-09-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Holidays.
When people came to this word, they will think of hedonism.
Is that true?
Do people likes to travel, hang out, relax every day of holidays?
Well, I felt like life should be relax,
life should be like a continuous party with no thoughts for tomorrow,
life should be always happy,
life should be always enjoy and so on initially.
But, while I under through some important experience,
life isn't valuable if I waste my precious time relaxing, enjoying, chit-chatting all the DAY.

But of course, if life is without relaxation, we may tend to become insane, become a nuisance.
The importance is, Time Manageable.
My mother always scold me because she felt like I always sit in front of the computer.
She scolded me that I do not have time manageable.
Ya, ~~perhaps~~ she's right.

What should a middle school student need to do right now?
S.T.U.D.Y~~
Actually study isn't that hard, it's so enjoyable when you study too ?
And, it's a good opportunity that we can study in our school now.
Not like those Africa's children, they never study before.
Besides study, they even could not have their ample three important meals.!
Going steady is really not a good choice now. [ In my opinion ]
Thanks to him, who tells me that going steady is not the thing we should do now.

Besides study, as a teenager of our nation, we should also have social etiquette.
We should have noble thoughts, always think of positive.
Speak nicely, don't be rude to others, [ I'm trying this! ]
Try to be a perfectionist and contribute to our nation in the future.
Try our best to achieve great success , not to give up easily.

My friends,
Time and tide waits for nobody,
Procrastination is the theif of time.!
Catch the time before the time runs away!

P.S. I read a lot of books which contain moral values about lives.
I'm willing to share more although it is quite boring.
But, it's useful!

Kisses,
Jesssss

COME ON!

2009-09-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hey come on!
Darlings, let us have fun during our holidays!
Heng Ye, Roxy and Zhi Yong, you're hired by me now!
LOL. I booked you-all.
We'll sure have fun. Ta Daaa.

I manage...

2009-09-14T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hello guys, here am I again.
Well, first thing first,
I don't really like the person's decision.
Did the person discuss with us?
Um, I mean, hello! We're a family right?
Why you're so partial?
I don't really like to post something bad about you in my blog.
It's quite a vice habit. =.=''

Well, thanks Zhi Yong for trusting me and let me know about the problem.
We wouldn't let you retire from your job! Don't think about this, it's so ludicrous if you're gone.

Sheer News need to share:
I had got my Piano Grade 6 Practical Exam Result!
When I got into my car today, I had a conversation between my mum and I
JesssssMum

"I already knew your piano practical exam result.."
" omg, how was it?" { with a demure look }
" You knew...you wasted my money. "
" Don't tell me that I failed it? " { felt appal, terried!}
" Do you think you will fail it? Guess yourself. "
" Aiya, I knew I'll pass it. Um, I got pass? Is it? Tell me, quick!" { nervous, fidget, getting wan}

A deafening silence fills the car, fills my head, fills my mind, fills my entire body.

WE WERE BACK.

"Tell me la, how's my result?"
"The paper is there...you go check it out."
I scurried to that place, and took it.
I felt, myself, dangle on the sky,
I felt void, so empty.
I screamed abruptly!
Hey, where's my champagne?
I can't believe that I got DISTINCTION for my Grade 6 practical exam.
Um, I mean, this is my first time to get distinction!

YEAH. I'm so excited now! I can't use any words to describe my feelings now. XD
Off to dinner, ciao.

Kisses,
Jesssss

Night in the Japanese Restaurant

2009-09-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

Hello guys, it is 10.23p.m. now.
Oh yeah. My family brought me to opt for a Japanese Restaurant in PJ.
Nice food there anyway.

Still feeling full now.
I don't want to be plump. LOL.

Nice Saturday

2009-09-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

It is Saturday. Oh right, I'm suppose to sleep until 9.00 something today,
but today, I woke up at 8.00 am.
After I had my breakfast with my family, my father fetched me to school.
Hey, I'm suppose to be in my lovely cozy bed!
But, today is different.
I need to go to school to do my Sivik project.
It's so ridiculous. The teacher called every group to choose a place and clean it!
For example,
you need to clean the fallen leaves, wipe those exercise treadmill and so on.

Alright, telling the truth,
we are not cleaning them at all!
We just did some pose there and took photos to prove that we went there to CLEAN.
After that, Ah Buu, Khai Yuet, Heng Ye and I went to Fun Ok.
Initially, ah hong wanted to come with us,
but she had to attend her Orchestra class.

omg.
Single is the best for now, for our adolescent years.
We can chit-chat together.
We can joke together.
We can share our stories with each other.
I love my babes. I love my friends!
We spent an hour there, slurping down our beverage and yak-yakking till we laughed.
At 1 o'clock, Heng Ye need to leave us, she had her piano class.
Later on, Khai Yuet, ah buu and me planned to go Jusco Belakong to sing Karaoke.
KY gave a phone call to her mother to fetch us to Jusco.

Tadda.
We were at Jusco.
And we headed to Green Box.
What the hell that today green box is not going to provide student package.
So, we chose to sing at the little room outside the Green Box.
One hour for 11.50, we sang 3 hours there. LOL.
We sang a succesion of songs, I guessed we will have sore throat within this few days.
But, it's so atwitter to sing with friends.
Listening to our out-of-pitches-voice, then we laughed feverishly.
Our love for each other is as true as the pearl, so immaculate!

Just went back from there just now, ah buu's parents fetched me home.
Her parents were so gentle.
They were being so acquaintance to me and khai yuet although it was the first time to meet me.
Photos were not here. Because I did not bring my redhotsexychill ixus. {My father stole it.! }
I'm going to have my dinner now. Toodles.

Kisses,
Jesssss

Mourning

2009-09-10T19:50:00.000-07:00

What are you thinking in your mind right now?
Felt like talking to you seem like talking to hell,
it's PERILOUS.
From that juncture, that sec, that moment, you are not a confidant person for me.
Hell, you're lethal to me now.
Oh.My.God.
I'm seriously abashed now.

*shitty
The jerk is driving me crazy.

Mourning : Really can't repulse time ?

So another day

2009-09-10T02:53:00.000-07:00

PUH-LEASSSSE. !
I desperately want a pair of new spectacles!
I can't endure my old one anymore!
I love the Black cool Esprit one, but unfortunately, it was banned by my school.
HOLY shitty.
I just want a new pair of spec! *gasp*

I'm totally outdated.
How could I don't know about the breaking news?
My best friend and his boy friend are holding their hands after school!
OH. MY. GOD. How sweet are they ?
FYI. I'm kinda a busybody one, poking my own nose into their affairs.
Forget about it.
*sighs*

Alright, I don't need a boyfriend now.
SINGLE ROCKS. Okay?
LISTEN CAREFULLY, THE ONE WHO THINKS THAT I LIKE HIM ,
SINGLE ROCKS OKAY.
DON'T FOOL AROUND ME.
FYI, I admit that I like you BEFORE, but it was already past.
IT WAS A PAST.
IT PAST.
You can take the c.o.n.v. as a joke, a jest, a bizarre dream, or whatsoever BUT please don't jest at me.
Don't make me throw another pen to your face, you'll be bloody regretful.
Get rid ASAP.

Jesssss
anger and hysterical filled my head.

o.o

2009-09-09T02:57:00.001-07:00

I kept asking myself,
" Why I am being a green-eyed monster now? "
Oh. My. God.
Life is being so complicated.
Complex with those human beings.
I felt sophisticate suddenly. Why?

Note : I'm going to collect all Little Black Dress's books.
They're superb, fabulous, nice and fascinating !

Procrastinated Photos

2009-09-08T05:05:00.000-07:00

Peeps, I bumped here for a while to post some photos.
The photos were taken on last Sunday when I went to Pavilion.
Outfits: Casual wearing. Singlet+Shorts+Jacket from the same brand. LOL.

Jolin!

Feelings after reading some post

2009-09-07T03:30:00.000-07:00

Another post for today.
I read two friends' blog today.
It's about their argument with their mum.
Okay, seriously, honestly speaking.
Every mummy's love is this world has no boundaries.
Really, it's true.

Their mummy had scolded them because of their attitude.
Their mummy said, after they had studied in this school, they had changed a lot.
First and foremost, I'm not interfering and meddling of your family affairs.
I just want to share my feelings. Yea.
I had this experience too, really.

At standard 5 to standard 6,
I like to fight with my mum.
I like to argue with my mum.
I like to contradict her words.
I think before to leave my home.
I hate my mum.
I felt like I lost her love, her respect.
After our arguments, I would not bother her.
I hate her so much.
I did not talk to her.
She went into her room, I went into my room, and locked myself.
What's my feeling and hers?
We both were handicapped.
We both were in pissed off mood.
I remembered, I heard my mum was CRYING.
Oh. No. She was crying and telling my father about me.
She told my father that I became bad and so on.
She wanted me to change myself, if not, I would become a gangster!

I sat on my bed, I cried softly.
I squeaked and mumbled to myself,
why I hurt my mother?
She cares me so much and I hurt her.
I don't care about her feelings entirely!
I felt remorse.
I felt regret.
I felt like wanna reprove myself.
The next day, I said sorry to her.
Everything became fine again.

Friends, try to think!
If your mum gives you too much freedom,
you would become over one day.
You might become a gangster if your mum don't correct your mistake now!
It's never too late to regret now.
Furthermore, friends, you are clever one.
You are studying form 1, A class.
I was too brilliant, OVER-BRILLIANT, that's why I did not want to hear any advices from my mum previously.
Many clever students like to insist that they are doing right.
But, everyone could have a wrong decision. Choosing a wrong path.
The most important is,
you know how to feel regret and you know you need to change yourself.

Don't think of LEAVING THE HOME.
It's really a stupid act.
Your mum, your family loves you. FOREVER, ETERNAL LOVE comes from your family.

Prepare a coffin for the bitch.

2009-09-07T02:53:00.001-07:00

Felt like don't wanna use the font--Trebuchet MS here as the font is not suitable for those words that I typed.
Trebuchet MS is too nice.
What. The. Shitty.
Talking honestly, I found a bitch in my school.
She- is totally a BITCH with bitchy, creep, toad-dy, nauseating, disgusting, revolting attitude!
Oh. My. God.
WE WERE HANDICAPPED.
WE WERE MORTIFIED.
She entangled everything.
She is just like a stumbling block.
PLEASE, Don't ever try to ruin our plan!

"Second thoughts are the best"
We already think the matter twice! Oops, it was not only twice!
We think and mince properly many times so that we made this decision!
Now, you want to ruin everything?
Bitch, get out and piss off.

I knew, you are now, downgrading, discriminating us,
because just that case.
Hello! If you think that case was serious enough, as serious as the sky is falling down,
Then, come! Use your power and kick all of us to hell!
Shitty.
Everyone, has his/her own wrong! Even the God also has done anything wrong!
But, if people who did wrong, and they have regret and remorse,
why can't you forgive them?
Don't tell me you did not do anything wrong,
Don't tell me you are 100% perfect.
It is impossible. No one in this world is 1100% perfect,
the 100% is come from two persons with 50% added together respectively.

We respect you.
That's why we did not want to bicker with you.
If we summon all of our team members and defeat with you,
here to remind you,
please prepare your coffin first.
We are nice. You are nice too, but your gentle, your goodness had already gone NOW.
GONE WITH THE WIND.

Guess our next step.
Oops, I mean, PREPARE AND BE CAUTIOUS on our NEXT STEP.

Jesssss
gotohellbitchy

Procrastinated Update

2009-09-06T19:47:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, I'm here to update again.
Since school life is much busy now, I might not going to update everyday.
Sorry!
Okay, here is my procrastinated update.
It's about yesterday.

OH. MY. GOD.
I skipped my English tuition class just because I wanted to go shopping.
=x Oops, my teacher must be get angry and be mad about me this time.
Well,
I went to Pavilion yesterday with my family,
Jolin came with us too.
First, we went to Sungei Wang because my mother is going to join the lucky draw contest.
The contest started on 11.00 a.m. ON TIME.
There were a sea of humanity, huge crowds of people standing and wished to get prizes.
It took approximately one hour if I'm not mistaken.
As I felt very tired standing there, watching other people going up the stage and get their prize,
I stumbled to Star Bucks Coffee with Jolin.
Oh yeah, I love Ice Blended Java Chips. Love it so much.
After a while, we went back to the scene.
The first prize was a Grand Livina Nissan car.
I thought, Don't be so naive, we had no such luck to win a CAR.
Nah, we did not get any prizes. Then we left the scene sadly. =x

Oh yea, Pavilion!
My brother brought Jolin to Parkson, they wandered there while my mother and I went to Forever 21.
There were many new arrivals casual wear.
But, I think those new arrivals were not suitable for me.
It was....too rock, I think?
Then, we walked out of the shop.
After that, we went to Times Bookstore.
We spent almost several hours there.
Oh yea~ Books are my best friends.
First, I went to find my revision book, especially for my ~~dear~~Maths.
I glanced over to Chapter I-had-forgotten-the-chapter, it's about Circles.
Then, I grabbed a History book and read Chapter 7 which the chapter that my teacher has not teach us yet.
After reading History subject,
I rummaged and took an English novel entitled "Sugar and spice".
Yea, I love these English novel.
I love the book cover.
I love those words inside the book.
It's a really good way to increase my English word-count.
I bought many books there too.

Erm, nothing to post much too.
What else can I do in Pavilion?
Shopping, of course.
Capturing pictures, sure!
Shopping, shopping and shopping.

Will post photos later. Stay tune!

Jesssss

Unity- 1 Malaysia

2009-09-04T04:03:00.000-07:00

My father had just bought the 1Malaysia Unity First Day Cover.
The design of the First Day Cover is still considered as nice, for me.
Showing some of the photos :

This first day cover is mainly about unity of Malaysia.
The cute citizens who are holding hands inside the 30 sen picture shows the unity of the various races and ethnic groups in Malaysia united together as one, to protect and preserve Malaysia.

In order to have a more united Malaysia, 1Malaysia was being introduced.
The 1Malaysia concept aims to strengthen the relationship and cooperation amongst the many races in Malaysia towards becoming united, able and ready to take on any challenges that might come its way.
Malaysia will have greater peace and success if the concept is put to practice.

Ha ha, I felt like I am doing an advertisement. LOL.
But, the reason that I like this first day cover is,
it enables me to discover something that the prefectorial board needs too.

When I witnessed on this first day cover,
I thought of the prefects in the prefectorial board.
Unity is important, necessary and essential in the Prefectorial board.
All prefects with different positions are needed in order to ensure a succesful development of the Prefectorial board and our schools.
Furthermore, I trust that "unity" will bring us to a bright and excellent future.

Ciao.

With♥

Jesssss

Happy National Day!

2009-08-31T01:05:00.001-07:00

It is 31th of August today!
Hooray for the National Day of Malaysia.
Happy 52th Anniversary of Malaysia!

Prefect's course

2009-08-29T02:10:00.000-07:00

Well, you guys are so in a good fortune of seeing my two different posts that are updated by me today.
Okay, this topic, I would like to share something that I felt a lil self-satisfaction event.
lmao, sorry for my self-aggrandizement.
Well, my stories had begun!

Today is the second prefect's course.
So, I woke up early in the morning today to prepare myself.
I brought my red hot sexy chill Canon Ixus to the course
as I was the photographer of this course.
When I reached there, it was 7.10 a.m.
Guess what was the situation?
There are just two peoples, roxy and May Suet.
omg. I can't believe there are just two peoples.
I might be scared I was late to school.

A few minutes later, many prefects came in.
Another terrible thing was, Kok Bin, the chairman of this course,
was not be able to come to school on time.
Sorry yea, I'm not blaming you for being late.
As many things were on his hand, we were more and more nervous.
First, we were suppose to open the registration counter,
but our name list was on Kok Bin's hand.
Plus, the teacher also arrived to the scene.
This made us felt more nervous.

Luckily, some one brought the name list,
and we arranged the names ourselves.
Some of us cut the ribbons and tied it on juniors' hand.
The next problem was, the PA members don't allow us to use their mike.
They need the permission letter.
But, unluckily, the permission letter was not on our hand.
So, I suggested Xiao Wen to call Aina, the secretary of the course,
to ask her where did she put the letter.
Aina said, she had given to the one of the afternoon session PA members.
Then, Xiao Wen explained to the PA members.
So, we can use the mike.

We waited Kok Bin until 8.15 a.m., luckily, we were managed to handle the situation as well.
He said, he slept at 3.00 a.m. last night, so he was being unable to wake up on time.
Then, we started our course by the teacher's valuable speech.
Following by our chairman's speech.
After that, our succession of activities were launched.
We had lots of activities.

But, what a little pity that, juniors and seniors were lacking of spirit today.
Maybe our activities were not enough fascinating?
Well, but they still satisfied me. Thanks and congratulate to them. lmao.

Sorry that I would not post all the pictures in my blog,
but I will still contribute to you-all. LOL.
I already uploaded all the photos into a file,
if you want to collect or look at the photos,
please kindly download the file. Thank you!
Oh yea, I'm being so good, the photos are for free to you. lmao.*
Scroll down to the download link.

All in all,
I owe a big thank you to all of you who gave a lot of co-operation to me and also other seniors.
Thank you to all of the AJK kursus,
Thank you to all juniors and seniors who attended this course,
Thank you for all your support to us.
It was an atwitter, enjoyable, joyful day.

Download link :
http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=0b6d0929e0d131b5e7ba8e3c6e11ce20e8e29bd13d3e84d1c95965eaa7bc68bc

Loves,

Jesssss

KLCC

2009-08-29T01:36:00.000-07:00

Hi there, my both hands are tired now.
Because I just came back from my school as I attend the course of Prefect.

Well, last night, my mummy brought my brother and I to KLCC.

Actually, my mummy did not want to bring us there initially.But after we begged her, she brought us there.We had a long traffic-congestion on the road.

My mummy started angry and remarked,

"I told you not to come! You see, now we were stucked in the road!Better no next time! " My brother and I remained quiet.

We did not want to add some more oil on her fire again.

After half an hour, we, finally reached KLCC.Initially, my mummy decided to bring us to the book fair, but we declined it. We gave a lot of excuses, we said " Dudes, the book fair is very far apart from here~~"

" Mummy, I'm hungry now. " And so on.

Actually, we were like to go Petro Science deliberately,
that's why we want to go KLCC.
But unfortunately, Petro Science already closed when we reached there.
We had no choice but to leave Petro Science.

After that, my mummy and I went to "edc" while my brother went to Parkson himself.
I brought 2 shirts and 1 short pants. <3> Then, our stomach started to groan and moan. we opted for San Francisco Steak House to have our dinner.We ate Buffet there. Erm, it was quite yummy. Can be consider as gastronomic. LOL.We were so full, took a lot of food till we satiated.

Well, photos are here to say something :

My brother with the huge Dinosour figure,

Dinosaur Figure and I

O.O GASTRONOMICS , PALATABLE FOOD! ( Food from San Francisco Steak House)

Tasty and attractive desserts

Mummy and I. ( she rawks)

Lil weird me and the cute desserts.

The majestic, magnificent, glorious, grandioso and grand building.

Saying the truth,
I love my family so much.
No one can better than my family members.
I love them!
I love my family!
Yesterday was quite a fun, atwitter day.

Jesssss
she loves her family

yesterdaytoday

2009-08-25T01:43:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, here to have an update.
Yesterday was Monday.
I was busy doing my projects.
Paying high-concentration on them. xD
I desired to go to Mid Valley for shopping,
then I took the chance.
Furthermore, my brother needs to buy his new uniform.
So, we headed to Mid Valley around 5.00 p.m. yesterday.

Yeah!
Finally, I could go for shopping!
No more staying in my birdie cage. XP
Oh yea, I had curly hair now.
I know, my school will ban me.
So, I consider to make it straight again when I am back to school.
Lalalalaaa.

We had our perfect dinner in Sushi Zanmai.
I like those gastronomic delicious cuisine, oops, No,
I LOVE them!
Pictures are worth a thousand words :

So sorry that photos were not well arranged.
Hoped you-all will still enjoy them.
lmao.

Jesssss
so much for my happy ending.

the team

2009-08-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

Holidays started since Thursday,
actually, I had begun the holiday myself.
Well, holidays are quite boring.
The Influenza A (H1N1) is wide-spreading around now.
That's the main reason, my parents discouraged me to hang out with friends.

So, I just carried out my routine work.
What can I do else?
Except doing the household chores, surfing the Internet, doing assignments.
Well, talked about assignments.
I hoped assignments would be banned in school.
I'm now trying to accomplish Geography project and my Art project.
Duh. I'm now searching for more information about my Geo project.

Anyway, I felt like want to hop myself to next Saturday.
Which is, our "little camp" of Prefects.
Duh. I had prepared my speech as well.
Waiting for cy to set the date about when we are going to discuss about the speeches.
He seems like "gone with the wind"?
Is he on vacation now huh?
I hope he already prepared his speech too.

Furthermore, I felt rather dissapointed about a person.
The person said, the person felt great because can talk with them.
Ohh, duh. Feeling great just because can join them?
C'mon. Do they really have some sort of strong attraction?
Or you smelled nice aroma from them?
Perhaps, when they talked to you, they will feel glory.
Which in turn, you will have some feeling you-accepted-eulogy ?
Narh.
Maybe, you felt you had done a great job, you made their tension dissapeared.
Okay, fine. I admitted it. You had this ability.
But, my " piss of knight" , don't you know " It takes two to tango" ?
Or " Every questions have two sides" ?
Oh, C'mon. You're quite brilliant, isn't you?
I can tell you, you are just manage to gain trust from one side.
Another side, you failed it.
Uh-huh. I didn't say it wrongly.

Listen.
I'm not carrying out any summon.
I'm not calling everyone, and scathe at you.
I'm not calling everyone, come to defeat you.
I just want to tell you, once again
"EVERY QUESTIONS HAVE TWO SIDES"

Jesssss

Plurk

2009-08-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

Recently , I was addicted to Plurk.
Plurk shows everything I feel, everything I need, everything I do.
Seriously, I miss someone now.
I miss yesterday night.
Our conversation from I-had-forgotten-the-time till 12.40 a.m.
The last word, " Good night" from him.

Ya, I think, it's sweet.
But, I did not receive his confession anyway.
Fine. What am I suppose to do?
I did very obvious, obviously, he knew I like him.
But, why he still like a statue? *arghh*

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO

Jesssss
asking what am I suppose to do.

I took revenge

2009-08-20T03:22:00.000-07:00

Imagine.
When you were dumped into a secret place,
with no people around you.
Imagining about camel in a dessert?
No. It has no camel around.

But, you had an Invisibility Cloak with you.
What would you do with it?
Crossed your finger and hoping miracles and enchantments would happened?
Go people! Go! Go and find sustenance that can sustain you to live!
I knew.
It could be a long run.
You, could face various different situations.
Perhaps, you could wear your Invisibility Cloak,
and entered to a town through a little path on the ground.
When you entered in, perhaps,
unnatural chill, rumbling wind, a sudden darking of the skies
made you feel freeze, feel uncomfortable, feel clammy.
THIS is a challenge.

Love story, perhaps,
tend to like ocean flows.
tend to like top of the mountain.
tend to like a descending mist.
tend to like a out-of-breath song.
tend to paralyze your lungs.
tend to make you retch.
tend to let something penetrate in it and ruin it.
tend to make you become unreasonable, irascible.

Every event would likely have challenge.
"No pain, no gain"
No challenges, no experience possess.
Even it's LOVE, the mystery, intrigue urge from human beings,
LOVE, it could bring you to anxiety feelings.
But, LOVE, becomes aerial in my mind recently.
Nasty silence fills my head now.

LOVE is tantalizing, full of jubilation, but sometimes, it's anguish.

Jesssss
your footprints and mine.

Memory

2009-08-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

Today, teacher had distributed the class autograph photo to us.
When we got it, some were yak-yakking about the photos,
who was so in a ridiculous look,
who was so in a unique look, and so on.
Well, I was doing my Science homework that time.
So, I just left the photo away.

When I went back home, I took it out.
And looked at it.
Then, I felt like wanna take older class photo to see them again.
Recalling my mind.
Recalling my memory.
I remarked : " Friends, I love you-all!"

Real photos were here to talk some,

Our class photo. Urgh! I'm ugly~
Standard six's photo.

Imma holding Standard three's photo

The photos

Just, groped them and grouped them together.
Memories are sweet. <3>

Jesssss

Tag by Juuh

2009-08-19T04:10:00.000-07:00

01. Honestly, what color is your shirt?
Right now? Black.
02. Honestly, whats on your mind?
My mind is full of him.
03. Honestly, what have u done yesterday?
Honestly, I did my routine. Really want to know?
04. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
Of course.
05. What do you do when you're mad?
I do have many ways, but scold vulgarities and kept screaming are common.
06. What's the worst things you've done when you were very mad?
Narh, actually I felt like when I scolded vulgarities were the worst thing.
07. Ever made anyone cry?
I'm not sure. :X
08. Do you curse when you're mad?
Sometimes.
09. When was the last time you really cried?
Had forgotten.
10. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Nope.
11. What usually makes you cry?
When I felt I did something wrong, I hate myself, and I burst into tears.
12. Are you normally a happy person?
I think so.
13. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
Yea.
14. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
lols, a little bit?
15. Is there someone who you like at the moment?
My plurk said it.
16. Have you ever given or been given a rose?
Seriously, NO.
16. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Secret
17. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I think so.
18. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Sometimes.
19. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Never.
20. What do you think about long-distance relationships?
It's a nice equation but a bad curse.
21. What do you think of online relationships?
Never.
21. Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Not really.
22. Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
Sometimes. People will change, right?
23. Do you usually fall for the right boy/girl?
It's hard to find.
24. What colour make you think of LOVE?
Red colour ! Especially the red in my Redhotsexychill Ixus!
25. What are your views on gay marriages?
I don't have views on them. Just, I felt, if both are in love, why not?
26. Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
Wow. It's kinda far away from now.
27. At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
Starting from....standard 3?
28. Would you date some1 older or younger than you?
No.
29. How many kids do you want?
Let's just find out 12 years later.
30. Do you think someone likes you at the moment?
I'm hearing to my heartbeat's thump.
31. Do you like anyone before?
Sure.
32. Do you believe you truly love only once?
Inexplicable.
33. Whats the 1st letter of their names?
Whose? Jay's? Oh, "J"
34. Have you had your 1st lip kiss yet? With who if applicable?
It's a intimate question, but seriously, No.
35. Are you single?
Absolutely now.
36. How many boys have you gone out with?
I had forgotten? Who is going to count about this?
37. Have you br0ken someone's heart??
I don't think I broke?
38. Do you want 2 be single or attached when you are old?
If opportunities came,I chose to be attached.
39. If you were stranded on an deserted island with your enemy with no food,what will you do?
Try to find food, eat to live is important!
40. When someone catches your eye will you make eye contact or avoid?
Eye-contact.!
41. What colour is your comb?
Grey.
42. How do you know that you are in love?
Erm, I hate when my eyes are not controlled.
43. The thing you love about being in a relationship?
True-heart treatment from him.
44. The thing you love about being single?
Freedom yea!
45. Will you give up your dream for the one you love?
No, for me, I won't! I'm not so mighty. Sorry.
46. Do you talk a lot?
I rarely talk.
47. Fav ice-cream flavour?
Mint and Vanilla.
48. Could you date someone you knew very long?
Why not?
49. Do you get jealous easily?
I'm kinda a green-eye monster.
50. Is there such thing as a PERFECT relationship?
Maybe?
51. How important is trust?
It's important than VIP.!
52. Is looking good important?
I think, yes.
53. Do you chew on your straws?
lols. A cute act. But, sometimes I did!
54. The kind of people you are first attracted to?
Maybe his appearance? Oh no, I'm judging people by their appearance!
55. What is something you say often?
I asked myself too, but I can't get the accurate one.

Tagging everyone.
Happy tagging!

Jesssss

monday

2009-08-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

Hello guys, it's Monday again.
Congratulations to all juniors who passed their interview,
who overcome their hardships,
and who are going to wear blue uniform!
Congratulations!

Next thing,
today, he did something same as me.
He was not suppose to read the "ikrar" but he supposed to read it today,
on the stage because the one who suppose to read was busy.
He was high-confident. omg, he was in a good self-actualization, I think.
However, he had forgotten and read wrongly on the stage.
I think, everyone was in different expression.
Laugh at him?
How about, pity at him ?
Or, just ignored him?

I chose to sympathize him as I did the same as him previously.
( If you read my post before, forgot what title was it. :P)
But, one thing for me to admire, is his SPIRIT.
After the "insulting" incident,
he went to the back of the hall.
I bet, he felt sad and moody.
However, my guess was wrong.
He was in nothing, normal expression.
And he said : " Next week, I'm gonna read it again!"
It's is undeniably true, his spirit was so elated to admire.

I groped the Dictionary found a proverb: " Eat to live, not live to eat!"
I created my very own proverb : " Learn to live, and also live to learn! "
Yeah~~You can find this new proverb in Ms. Jesssss's Dictionary. lmao.
But, it's in inevitable, that I think my very own new vocab is true!
You can discover the true meaning of my new vocab,
if you undergo such an experience.

Gotta go to take my dinner now, ciaos.

Jesssss
wish to conjure magic

Popularity

2009-08-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

Popularity.
Everyone wants to be popular.
I felt like, especially this year pupils,
they are trying very hard to work at it. ( of course, work to be popular!)
Well, I don't think anyone could understand a statement,
that is, why some people are popular and why are some aren't?
For me, it doesn't really a matter about how you look.

Well, I guess being popular is less important than one's attitude.
From what I've witness before, (maybe in an article, news or whatsoever)
there is one indication :
" The less people seem to care about being popular, the more popular they are"
So, people who are worrying about
where you stand in your school social hierarchy is deem pretty silly.

It's more important to have good friends, true-hearted friends than being popular.
The other thing is,
DON'T ACT.
Assumptions are so for silly minx.
Trying to act perfect? No way!
Really, if you are some sort of actress in front of your friends, and your behind-look is a betrayer, a demon, a devil...Oh, what people will think of you?
People will just flee from you. Pity.
Do your own thing , that's the only way to achieve self-actualization.

Jesssss

So what?

2009-08-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to expound.
I'm trying to speak.
I'm trying to be contiguous with you-all.
I'm trying to debate.
Actually, I'm in a weak bravado.

This morning was just like a trudge for me,
while coming in to school.
Saw no one in the place that we should assemble.
Then, I walked around the whole school.
I'm just like a vague girl, roaming, wandering around the school.
After I required some info from Pn. Ngoo,
I went to the school kiosk.
Finally, I met with them.

Then, we rushed to the meeting room to have out meeting.
It's merely eight-thirty that time.
We discussed about the new ajkt's list.
We, did have an argument.
Arguing who, have the leadership to dominate the positions.
I don't like do things surreptitious or intrigue.
I'm straight. Okay, all of us gave out our very own opinions.
We contemplated to put some to be ajkt.
But today, a little bit changes occured.
It's so hard to choose them.
Everyone has their own good and weakness.
Choosing them causes arguments,
choosing them causes difficulties.
Just like, we are needed to hurdle the ditch.

*sighs*
Please don't say I am feigning in front of you-all.
I felt like, if hy and I kept blaring,
you-all will treat us like bitches only.
Narh, I'm in a slouch expression now.
I know, sometimes she is feeble.
Then, the other one is in attitude problem .
But, why not we find out their boldness first?
Let us do a poignant compare.
Furthermore, we already requested ajkb's opinion.
I can't really accept this result,
I think, it's partial.

Guys, it's not the time for us to gambol.
But it's not the time for us to be malevolent!
I'm not preaching or criticising you-all.
As everyone has their own thought.
cy, I'm not contradicting your words.
I'm still your followers. Right?
I'm so sorry.
I apologize if my words scathed you-all.

Obliterate our wrong.
Prepare to face our future.
Banish and vanish those unhappy events.
Elate and put in your high spirits!
We will be able to conjure miracles.

Jesssss
am I a pariah?

Piano exam.

2009-08-12T19:33:00.001-07:00

piano exam=skipping school
Yesterday (12th of August), mummy brought me to Istana Hotel.
It was a very crucial day for me.
Early in the morning, we set off our "journey" to Sungei Wang first.
First, mummy and I went to Pavilion to relax as my exam is on 3.50p.m.

I wore my new dress and my pair of Adidas shoes, erm, kinda like sneakers.?
I felt like not suitable with my dress,
just because I rummaged and simply find a shoes and wore it.
LACK OF TIME.
Luckily, I charged my handphone's and camera's battery last night. yoohoo.
okayh, as I said, I felt my dear sneakers was not suitable for my dress,
so I went Charles & Keith to buy a pair of new sandals.
I bought an offered one,,,,gold in colour. *yeah*
I liked it.

After that, mummy and I went Forever 21.
This time, I didn't buy any new clothes.
As I had not enough money, furthermore,
I don't hope to be a spendthrift!
My wardrobe said it's enough, don't buy any clothes already!
So, I waited for my mother to try her dresses, blouses, clothes, etc.

As I realised the time was passing, just like drops of blood is bleeding.
So, we walked back to Lot 10 and took our lunch at Societe.
About 2.30 p.m., we met up with my daddy.
My daddy said that we would stuck in the traffic congestion,
so he decided to go to Istana Hotel with the Monorail.
We agreed with him.

About 2.35 p.m., we reached Istana Hotel.
My daddy rushed back to his shop in SG again.
Left mummy and I in Istana Hotel.
As my exam will start on 3.50p.m., so after I registered myself at the counter,
we waited in the "Songket Lounge" ( A high-class restaurant)
Initially, I didn't want to order any beverage,
but the waitress came and asked what we want to drink.
We were willy-nilly, forced to order a cup of "Teh tarik".
As you can see, this was a HOTEL, Not a "Mamak stall".
So, for sure, the prices were so ~~cheap~~ dear.

Blimey.
A glass of Apple Juice cost RM20, then my mother also can sell juices.
Duhh. We had no choice.
Then, we sat there. Sure, I took some photos while sitting there.
Of course, I can't just sit there and give a silly look.
That moment, my heart was not thumping.
But I knew, I was scared. I was nervous. I was anxious.
My mummy asked me too, " Are you scared?"
Then I answered , " A little bit~~"
Mummy and I went up the venue at 3.40 p.m,
I kept calling myself to be braver, to have confidence.

Finally, I went in.
Blimey, I love the judge's English slang.
He's from University Music, London.
He is quite polite too, I just can't forget his English slang.
It's so fabulous and perfect!!
For my scales, I played some notes mistake.
For my three pieces, I played okay.
But, for sight-reading, I felt like I'm not playing well, because have no dynamics!
*Arghh* Last but not least, the Aural section!
I acknowledged that I was poor in this section.
For Aural section A, no prob.
But section B, I was out of pitch!
I grinned at the judge. lols.
And the section D, I could not answer well too, just simply gave some answers.
*sighs* I gotta say bye bye to Merit!!
When it's over, I greeted the judge.
I could remember he said : " I enjoyed your three pieces today."
Whoots. I'm quite delightful. lmao.
I missed the exam! I wish to have the exam again if I could have it!

Fine, photos here.

Jesssss

Tuesday

2009-08-11T04:09:00.000-07:00

It was Tuesday today, duhh.
Many teachers were absent today.
I regretted for going to school, *sighs*
If I were not going to school,
I can practice my piano in my house~~

Don't forget tomorrow I'll be attend the piano practical exam.
I'm getting so nervous and anxious now.
Argh. Especially for my Aural section, I can't sing well.
Furthermore, the clapping section, I just simply clap.
*sighs* Deciding what costume should I wear to exam tomorrow.
Maybe my new dress? ( I need a small vest or jacket)
Maybe T-shirt+Jeans? ( It's not very suitable...)
*having headche*

For those dear people,
attention yeaa.
Please don't create any *stories* or whatsoever.
Don't do things suspeptitious.

Oh yea,
I'm so attached and addicted to J.K Rowling's book nowadays.
It was so fascinating when I reread them again.
Moreover, my English word-count increase a lot~
Yoohooo.

Okayh, halting here.
Wish me good luck for my practical exam tomorrow.
Ciaos.

Jesssss

pavvv

2009-08-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Pavilion with my mum, my brother and my cousins.
We spent almost the whole day there.
Mummy and I, accompanied by my little cousin, spent many hours in Forever 21.
There are too many nice clothes.~ Whoaa.
We reached there at 12.00 noon, and we spent approximately 2 hours there.
Then, at 2.00 p.m., we went to Madam Kwan to have our lunch.
( No wonder I was so hungry, I can't believe it was 2.00p.m.! )

After lunch, we went Forever 21 again.
Still haven't satisfied with the previous 2 hours.
Haha.
I bought a new dress, mummy bought a shirt worth ninety nine Ringgit.

Hyuu, felt very tired after shopping all around Pav.
However, all of us got what we want.
My cousin brother got a toy from my mother.
My cousis sister got a Miss Whatever bag from my mother too.
Last but not least, my mother bought a pair of new running shoes for my brother.
Since my brother had no sportshoes...

The Coach.

Nothing much to describe about yesterday.
It was tired. lols.
Ciao.

Jesssss

Birthday pics.

2009-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

Heyya guys, here to post some pictures about 7th of August.
Nothing much to say, I'm happy with my family.
We opted for Cheers Palace Restaurant. It's a tremendous nice to have dinner there.

The secret recipe Tiramisu.

Jesssss

Not a sweet day

2009-08-07T04:10:00.001-07:00

Hey people, what day is today?
Friday~My birthday~
Went to school at 12.00 p.m. today,
so sorry that I didnt go meeting for kursus today.
The CEO was mad to me and others who didn't attend.

I went to attend the Ping Pong's activity,
then went 100Yen with Ahh Hong, Ah Buu and Heng Ye.
Thanks Ngai for her birthday present. I <3>
Then, two form 3 students came to greet me,
haha~At that moment, there are some form 4 students too,
the form 4 students are acting like so familiar to me. lols.
They asked me,
" today your birthday arr?"
" Happy birthday arr..."

While my three friends and me were walking out the school,
Jane came. Thanks Jane for her hug. It contains lot of love!
The form 4 guy joked, " I also want ( a hug ). "
lmao, they are so cute, but I don't know their name.

*skip*
After 100 Yen, went back to school.
In the hall, Allyson and Dharnya came to find me.
They passed me a present. Whoots.
Thanks yeaaa. Thanks you-all for the Nike bottle.
I <3>

Today situation in the hall was not that good,
furthermore, I created a bad mood today.
I can't believe I shouted to the students without using a mic.
I did something embarrassed, *argghhh*
I repeated something twice because I had forgotten the word "SEND" in B.M.
Sucks. I'm totally sucks.
After I headed to my class,
I felt so moody.
Thomas and his friends came, I said, I'm so embarrasing now.
They comfort me. Thanks, they said it was not embarrasing at all.

While it was recess time,
I saw Juju. Then I required her to give me to wear her specs.
It was Imperio Armani !!
Whoa!~ I tried on it. It was so cool.
I gotta want this as my present. lols.

*skip*
During PJ lesson,
Jensine and Wen Yee were invited by me to run along the big greenery field.
I intended to run as I felt that "run" can dispose off all my bad thoughts.
yeaa. We ran 5 big rounds.
While we are running, I shouted " I want to forget all those things!!!"
I owe a big "thankyou" to them. lols.

Thankyou everyone for your wishing.!
Thankyou 2A students who wish me.
Thankyou 2B girls who wish me.
Thankyou 2C boys who sang the birthday song to me.
Thankyou Jiaa and Jane's hugs.
Thankyou Ngai's present.
Thankyou my juniors+friends' present.

I gotta go bath now, later will go out to have dinner with my family.
Byee.
lots of loves.

Jesssss
moody? But forget it.

6/8 Thursday

2009-08-06T04:07:00.000-07:00

Heyya, people!
Remember to look your watch when it is 12.00 a.m. today!
Let's count down for Ms. Jesssss' birthday. *whoohooo*
lol. I'm so exaggerate. I'm just giving flyers to anyone.
Please forgive me~ It's just a joke. ;P
Anyway, I hope anyone can give me wishes as well.
I'll love you-all to the bits yeaa.

Prefects had a meeting at morning today,
we discussed a lot.
We even skipped our lunch, *awww*
In roll-call, lcy told juniors to be enjoy while being a prefect.
He even took me and other seniors as examples,
Here is what he said :
"The prefectorial board, I, which represent the characteristic of a father,
while yong xin represents the characteristic of a mother.
If you-all have any problems, you can come to us, we will comfort you."
lmao.
I can see all the juniors were smiling, grinning.
But, lcy said, he agree them to smile, but not laugh. lmao, again.
I think their mind wouldn't be polluted right? lol.
It's just an example.

Well, after the roll-call,
I went out and called students to go into the hall.
But, I was a little bit dissapointed about today's situation.
If we took today and yesterday to compare,
I think, yesterday is better than today.
I hope, juniors and seniors are enjoying being a prefect,
but not too enjoy till can relax then no need to duty.
Enjoy, CAN.
Our Responsibility, WE NEED IT.
As I said, everyday, if seniors had scolded juniors,
juniors, just take it as a challenge, or a lesson. Right?

Everyday is happy, it's just depend on your own view.
"Happy go lucky"
If you are willing to accept the challenge,
you are going to face it,
and eventually, you will gain what you want.
I do really hope, all of you will conscious.
Prove to all human beings of SMKTC,
"PREFECTS, YES WE CAN! "
Take it as your motto if you like it, prefects.

Jesssss
waitingfortomorrow.

Wednesday

2009-08-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

It's Wednesday today!
I'm starting to feel nervous because next Wednesday,
I will be attend the my piano Grade 6 practical exam!!

It was the last piano lesson today before I go to my true exam.
I played the three pieces well but, unfortunately,
I am totally weak on AURAL test!
I am out of pitch.
I can't sing the extract that my teacher played.
Furthermore, I'm using my fake voice. *Sighs*
I wished to score Merit or Distinction for this time.

Today, my Chinese teacher already distributed our Chinese test paper.
I scored 83%~ I can't believe I manage to score "A" for Chinese.
Haha.
For English, I scored 88%, maybe my marks will increase till 90%.
As there is one bonus question. I do hope so.
Congratulations to Ming Li, the English expert.
She scored 100% for her English test !!
Whoots~! This is definitely called an ENGLISH EXPERT.
*Claps*

By the way,
I'm waiting for this Friday.
2 days more yeaa.
I can get big huggies from Jiaa, lols.

Tomorrow need to head to school early in the morning
as got prefect meeting, again.

Ciao.

Jesssss
stilllovingmyredhotsexychillIxus

2009-08-04T04:24:00.000-07:00

Don't feel so distraught.
We are still here.

Don't care too much.
We are helping you to dispose off those thoughts.

Don't think a lot.
We are giving our very big support to you.

<3

2009-08-03T19:59:00.000-07:00

Jessica felt so blissful.
Jessica felt so blessed.
Jessica felt so satisfied.
Jessica loves her family so much.
Jessica feels so enough for her now.
Jessica is feeling so good now.

redhotchillIXUS

2009-08-02T02:36:00.001-07:00

I am having photograph-addict now.
I am just like having morphine and have kicks to take pictures
no matter where I am.
lols.
Is there some medicine that I can take in?

I can't endure not to capture photos for one second, even it is one second.
Oops. Looks like this case is more serious than H1N1 now.
But, anyway, I love my red hot chill CANON IXUS.
Lalaaalaaa.
( By the way, if you dislike me, please don't view my photos.
I won't guarantee you will like it. Okayh? And of course, I won't prepare plastic bag for you if it is necessary to you )

Jesssss
addicted to redhotchillIxus

crazy=photos

2009-08-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

For your information, my daddy bought a new hot camera for me.
lols. I'm not bragging or blowing my trumpet here.
Luckily, I didn't act a Burridan's ass in front of my daddy.
If not, he would think I don't want to buy it. lmao.

Okayh. Here comes some photos took with my hot sexy camera.
Focus on the camera, but not my face.
My pimpers still remain on my face, but it is getting dissapear.
lols.

After my English tuition, I went to McDonald Drivethru.
I'm satiated...~

The coke
The McValue

Focus on my hot sexy babe

I'm in my mother's facial room.

Whoots.
It's time to help my father to do his listing.
I promised him~!
Ciao.

Jesssss
redhotsexychillIxus

Here comes my babe.

2009-08-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

yeaahhh. I'm defintely in a good mood now.
I mean, start from yesterday night.
lols.
My daddy really bought me a CANON IXUS 100IS, HOT IN RED COLOUR.
He said it was for my birthday present.
Daddy, I love you so much!
I yearn for it since this year, January.
Initially, I intended to buy Sony Cybershot,
but my friend said that it was just fashion but can't shoot for nice pic.
So, I chose Canon Ixus.
Whoa. It's so hot!!

Permanent Friendship?

2009-07-31T19:23:00.000-07:00

Permanent Friendship?
Do you really trust, there is friend-forever-thing?
Yesterday didn't update my blog because I have piano lesson after school.

Here comes an update about yesterday.
Yesterday, I rarely talk to them.
THEM.
Once, they are my beloved friends.
Once, they are extremely important to me.
But once, she showed the gesture behind me.
Everything changed.

It's hard to believe,
once, I thought, "she is my best friend I could ever have!"
As I said, in my previous post "did you ever",
I didn't abhor you.
I didn't blame you.
We are still friends. But once, you lost my 100% trust towards you.
I'm so sorry. Felt like so depressed now.
I love you-guys, really. I hoped, everyone is treating their friends, with true heart now.

Next,
every AJKT's remarked their opinions towards our beloved juniors in roll-call.
I saw someone's blog.
Seem like the someone is teaching us how to do good job.
Thanks.
But anyway, do your job first before you criticize others. Thankyou! ;D

Okayh.
Another happy thing for me currently is,
this Friday!!!
Whoots, as I said, I love Fridays. Yeeeehaaah.
lols. I can't believe it's August now!
The time flew as fast as lightning~~~!

My father said to me just now,
Jesssssfather

"I'll buy a camera for you, but you need to help me to do the listing."
"Whoa!! Really? Narh...I'll promise you."
"What is the model of the camera?"
" Canon IXUS 100IS, red in colour. Thanks ! "
" I'll wait for you tonight!!!"

Then my father went to work.
I'm so excited. I can't wait for my new babeh!!

Jesssss

afailureasuccess?

(Guess what are the words xP)

Did you ever?

2009-07-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

Did you ever laugh till very high with you friends?
Did you ever share your jokes, even though you know that is a "cold" joke?
Did you ever have a friend that treats you through his/her heart?

Did you ever find out that your friend actually don't like you?
Did you ever jilted by them when you need them ?
Did you ever think that your friend will do such thing to you?

DID YOU EVER READ THROUGH YOUR FRIEND'S HEART !

I'm so frustrated that, my friend.
We laughed together.
We shared jokes together.
We went through setbacks with each other.
I can't believe, when I need him/her,
he/she will not lend me his/her helping hand.
My heart had broken into half.
I just can't believe, what he/she did to me.
I don't angry or blame about you.
I just want you to know,
I treat you, just like I treat myself.
Don't do such thing to me.

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I don't know.
Did I tell her the wrong way to solve the problem.
Did I tell her to confess to her mom, is a wrong method?
I hope she will get well soon.
I'm here to support you, Ju.

Jesssss
didyouever?

Day 3

2009-07-29T04:14:00.000-07:00

Hooray, the horrible monthly test had finally put an end!
Well, today we took three subjects, i.e. KH, Art and Maths.

For KH,
I admit it.
I didn't study for KH with my 100% heart. lols.
That's why I shoot for some questions.

For Art subject,
I didnt study it too.
But, for today's exam.
We were given a question, i.e. SHADING.
Actually, it was not a easy job as you think.
Shading is hard. I just simply shade it.

For Maths,
all of us have a same kind of feeling,
we were expecting that after Maths,
we could have fun!
It was quite easy.
And I don't know how to do 2 questions.
I'm totally out of wits.
Then I simply answer it,
after exam, I asked my friend about the answer,
luckily, I answered them correctly!
lols. I had luck today. Pretty luck falls down on me~! Whoots!

Everyone is so delightful after the monthly test.
I can't believe that time flew so fast.
And my crucial day is just around the corner.
lols.

Let's not talk about exam.
Need to share something about Prefectorial Board.
I dont know why, juniors are lacking of spirit or whatsoever...
They are good for one day after I scolded them,
and the other day, they are lagging behind again.
Do I need to scold them everyday, then the hall is under control?
I can't scold them everyday as next year I will go to morning section.!
*Sighs*
When you havE 100% true heart to do your job,
you will do it and achieve it !
Where is your true, pure, geniune heart?

Current mood::Waiting for someone to go to watch Harry Potter with me

Jesssss
=Jessica
=Yong Xin :]

Day 1

2009-07-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

Heyya guys, have not much time to type a long post.
But, I'm willing to share some interesting event that happened today.

Well, today was the first day for our Monthly test.
Okayh, I didn't spend too much time on this monthly test,
as I'm too busy too online. XP
My mother will kill me if she knows this.

Before we sit for our B.M test, we have some time to revise again.
So do I, I sat at the corner of the classroom.
When I was doing my revision, my Science teacher came in.
And she wanted to check our Science Practical book.
What the hell, was she just wasting our time?
By checking the stupid book using our precious time?
For me, that moment, even one second, is very important to me!!
( So sorry that I didn't do revision before exam)
Then, she checked my book.
She called my name and said :
" Har, what illogical answer are this?
And the graph also didn't draw well! "

I mumbled in my place, " shut up laa"
Then, she called my name again " Yong Xin!!!"
What the hell, I am forced to go out and prepare to kena from her.
Then, she showed my wrong on the graph that I had drew.
She called me to take the rubber and pencil and redraw again.
I rolled my eyes and backed to my place.
Then, I went in front of her again.
And she kept saying
" I shouldn't call you to erase and redraw!
I'm suppose to dump your book into the rubbish bin!
You are 2A student, people should laugh at your mistake! "

lmao.
I'm so stunned there.
She scolded again
" Who is your tuition teacher? Har?
Who teach you to draw such ridiculous thing? "
I rolled my eyes, again.
I didn't answer her. But I mumbled to myself.
"LOLS, I do not take Science tuition.
So, what I drew is your teaching...
This proves that you didn't teach me well too..."

I think I should put a full stop here,
will continue to post a long post after exam yea.
Bye guys.

Loves,
Jesssss

WTF

2009-07-25T02:33:00.000-07:00

I hate people who are really good in acting.
Too good huh?
Don't pretend in front of me,
and dislike me behind me.
I hate these type of people. !
You know, they are totally, absolutely, undeniably, definitely SUCKS.
Pissed off.

Don't gloss over your mistake.

Xo Xo

2009-07-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

cant erase the love.
No one can erase our love.
You knew, that our love is stronger than anything.

It's Friday

2009-07-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

It is FRIDAY today.
As usual, I woke up on 8.00 a.m.
Received Heng Ye's message, said that today want to pass up the report.
Thank God that HY sent me this message.
Otherwise, I had forgotten to write the report.

Time flew very fast, then it's the time to go to school.
A lot of students brought handphone to school today.
Including a student from my class.
At first, I heard them saying :
"Where have you been? "
" Where have you been, and why your hp got wet?"
Initially, I ignored them.
Reluctant to trust them and continue on my homework.
Out of my dismay, someone spotted him showing out his hp,
and played it during moral class.

At B.M period, Cyril came in and find the guy and his friends.
To have a spotcheck.
After that, Cyril had succeed to find his hp.
But, he seem like very happy after the spotcheck.
And, he showed "Yeah!" that kind of gesture.
I am not exgerrating!
This was my first time to see people still smiling after he was being caught.
lmao.

Next Monday till Wednesday is the July Monthly Test!
Studying with dedication.
lmao.

Ciao.

Jesssss

2009-07-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

Random pictures.
I love Fridays.

Ohh..

2009-07-21T04:17:00.000-07:00

Just finished my sweet bath,
laaalaa. Came to update something.
Sigh,
to the guys :
"Don't do unto others what you don't want others do unto you"
Heard this proverb before?
If you don't want people to treat you badly, you need to treat the people well first.
Sigh.
I knew the PEOPLE is a very disgusting creature.
Sorry to say about the people as I felt the PEOPLE is really that kind of.
Well, though I dislike the PEOPLE,
I didn't take any action towards the PEOPLE.
I just ignore the PEOPLE.
That's the best way, I think.
If you plan some strategy to ruin the PEOPLE or whatever,
you are just harming yourself !
You angry about a person, that means you are punishing yourself.
"生气人代表在惩罚自己"
Alerh. I don't know what to type already.
Just, I felt like.
Guys, don't bother the PEOPLE. Just IGNORE the PEOPLE.
You abhor the PEOPLE, but don't do anything stupid. Okayh?

Arhh, sweethart.
I need honey now.

Jesssss
need my sweethart.

Night Walk

2009-07-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

Laaalaaa, just came back from KLCC.
Whoots. After school, immediately went to take my sweet bath.
Then quickly took my dinner.
And my mother kept calling me to be more faster.
Lalaaa, I moved very quick already~!

Arrvied KLCC, whoa.
It have been a long time I didnt go there for SHOPPING.
It is a FABULOUS building!
Went Esprit first, because Uncle John need to buy his shirt.
Narhh, today didn't buy anything.
Just went there for shopping.
But still waiting my birthday.
I'm hoping the time bring me to 7th of August.
Once again, I love August.

Still waiting his confess of love to me

Jesssss
nights. ;D

Tag from Miss Juuh♥

2009-07-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE : quite
B - BIRTHDAY: 7th of August. I'm waiting yeaa!!
C - CRUSHING ON : HIM..!
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Natural Fruit Juice made by myself ;D
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : Myself
F - FAVORITE SONG : 我知道 from BY2
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Gummy Bears XD
H - HOMECOUNTRY : Malaysia.
I - IN LOVE WITH : HIMMMM
J - JUGGLE : What's the meaning?
K - KILLED SOMEONE : Absolutely NOT
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : Can't remember.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Watermelon or strawberry?
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1 brother
O - ONE WISH : Unlimited Wish
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My mum
R - REASON TO SMILE : smile with no reason
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : 我知道
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 8.00 something
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : Private?
V - VEGETABLE(S) : yeaaa.
W- WORST: Worst on wrestling
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : Narh, I don't know.
Y – YOYOS ARE : cool stuffs.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : swineyyy

Random Questions.
About You: I'm a person who calls a spade a spade
Spell your name without vowels : YngXn, Jssc
What color do you wear most? : Purple??
Least favorite color? : none.
What are you listening to? : I heard the sound when the fan turns
Are you happy with your life right now? : Duhh.
What is your favorite class in school? : English!
When do you start back at school/college? : Weekdays
Are you outgoing? :Not really
Favorite pair of shoes? : Nike one~Duuh
Where do you wish you were right now? : New York City.

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : Nope~
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : Nope~
Can you whistle? : Nope~
Write with both hands? : Not really.
Walk with your toes curled? : It hurts.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : yeaa.
Do you believe in miracles? : yeaaa. It happens
Do you believe in magic? : Not really. But stunned when witnessed.
Love at first sight? : quite.
Do you believe in Satan? : Not really.
Do you believe in Santa? : Narh. Shopping centres do have many.
Do you know how to swim? : Narh...I don't like to swim.
Do you like roller coasters? : Not really.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : Arghh. I dont think so.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : yuppp.
Have you ever asked someone out? : duhhh, of course.
Have you ever been to the ocean? : yes.
Have you ever painted your nails? : just once.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : I think it's kinda hot.
What radio station do you listen to? : Rarely listen to FM, but prefers one FM.
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Mr.Claypot
What was the last thing you bought? : A pair of Charles & Keith's shoes.
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : Discovery channel

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you text? : Ahh Hong.
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Jolinnn
Who was the last person you said I love you to? : Narh. Of course to Jay Chou.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? : yeaa
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : stupid act.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : childish act.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : stinks.
Do you cry when you get an injury? : sometimes.
Do certain songs make you cry? : another dumb act.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? : quite.
What can make you happy? : happy jokes?
Do you wish you were happier? : OF COURSE
Can music make you happy? : Duhh~

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken? : Nope~
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : Whoa. BUM'S ACT.
What is your current hair color? : Black and a lil dark brown. NATURAL ONE.
Current piercings? : Dont have already.
Have any tattoos? : Abhor that.
Eye color? : blackkkkk

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color : Dark brown
Short or long hair : A cool one.
Height : 150 and above.
Best clothing : Don't wear till your look become cheap.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail : What a nut question is this.....NO
Mooned someone : nope
Laughed so hard you cried : been before.
Cried in school : lalalaalalaaa
Thrown up in a store : nope.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : not laugh.
Gone skinny dipping : narhrrrr..can't remember

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : Coke !! ;P
McDonald's or Burger King : Duhh...McDonald's
Single or Group Dates : Single is so hawt!
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla woots!
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries yea! ;]
Meat or Veggies : Both.
TV or Movie : Both.
Guitar or Drums? : Drums, it rocks!
Adidas or Nike : Both~! YEEAH!
Chinese or Mexican : Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Corn flakes?
Cake or Pie : Cake~
MTV or VH1 : MTV lol.

imma tagging everyone. :]

♥ Jesssss

2009-07-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Shoot SHIT SHAT !!!!
My mood was extremely bad today...
Tonight. Means just now,
my family and I was happily going to reach the restaurant to have our dinner.
What a bitch hell!
We were chit-chatting happily in the car...

Suddenly! BoomBoom.
What the bitch hell...
A car bumped against to our rear bump.
SCREW IT !
We were so frightened,
my father quickly went down the car.
Damn it..what the hack, our car knocked by a stupid drunk bumbling IDIOT!
The idiot's car was a Saga. And when he got down from his car,
he was drunk and he was awfully smelly with those alcoholic drink!

Oh Mii Gosh.
My beloved car......
It was a new car.! How could he?
At that moment, I really wanted to go down the car,
and find a knife or a gun to kill him immediately!!
Some Malaysians were like that!
Drive after drunk! Shit !!!!
I had no mood to take my dinner.
So pissed off mood....
I have been cried for a while.

But, my father said that I am a minx.
"Why should you cried?" He asked me.
"It's our fate today. Just admit it. We had bad luck today."
yeaa. I thought. I guessed he was right.
I cried, but nothing can do for the car.
I cried, the car won't repair by itself.
Just admit it.

WARNING TO ALL DRIVERS:

PLEASE DON'T TAKE ALCHOLIC DRINK BEFORE YOU DRIVE.
IF NOT, YOU ARE THE EVIL BLOODY HACK SHIT DEVIL !

2009-07-17T04:02:00.000-07:00

Shitt.
Sorry for putting such a unlovable word for my opening.
I had sticked to vulgarities. Oh Mii Gosh.
How can I...?
But the, I think it has become a very trendy and modern language in school.
Whatever.

Went school at 12.20 p.m today.
Had a meeting.
They chose a place where was under the sun.
It was pretty hot there.
The sun shone very BRIGHT.
Super Duper Damn hot.
I didnt sit there, just stand.
And, of course, trying to act cool.
LOLS. Finally, another person shouted that it was too hot.
Then, we changed our place to the file room.
Oops, Looked like we were disturbing the morning session prefects,
then we went up to the block and found a class.
Finally, we sat under the fan.
Whoots.

Other than discussing about the AJKT's,
I can't wait to watch Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows!
Oh Mii Gosh!! I love mystery~!
Who wants to go with me? ;P
Then, CY asked me, did I said he was a cute guy..
I remained quite but then answer yes.
He was totally a "cute" guy. His friend misunderstood my meaning.
LOLS. "cuteeeee" guy yesterday showed a cute gesture and expression in the class.

I was in a pretty good mood before recess time.
During the time in the hall,
I felt like I'm treat the students so good today.
I didn't scold anyone today, just give them advice.
I cant wait for my Birthday too.
You know, I love my birthday and it is crucial for me!
Wish lists yeaaa. I hope the angel will help me to fulfill my wishes!!

Wish lists:
1. Pass exam with flying colours.
2. A Nike bottle.
3. A Nike bag.
4. A new pair of spectacles.
5. CANON IXUS Digital camera.
6. A new dress.
7. Trim my hair.
8. A pair of new sneakers.
9. Jay's original new album. ( T.T, I haven't buy this...)
10. YOUR WISHES.

Laa Laa Laaa. I really can't wait for August. I love August.!
During recess time,
a student holding a piece of letter.
It was a threatening letter with no name!!!
The letter wrote ( I just took some part of it.)
" you are going to die...we will bring unexpected chaos to you."
Whoaaa. It must be a dangerous case.
So, I sent him to the caunseling room.

After recess time,
I don't know why my mood turned so bad.
When it was B.M lesson,
I don't know why.
I'm so silent and down, my mood was as cool as the snow.
But, I. Myself still can't figure out why was my mood changed.
Somemore, I called people to piss off.
Sigh.

Wearing the blue uniform is kinda fun today.
I discovered a lot of new things.
From a junior, turn to a senior. I don't want to retire from my job!
I love my recent job ~~!!

Whoots.

Jesssss

2009-07-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

Rushing to roll-call,
fortunately I was not late there.
Heee, wait for those late one.
When we wait for them, the hot sun haven't come out yet.
After I started the roll-call, the hot sun came out.
It was extremely hot.
Narh, juniors had promised me that they will do a good job today.
The result is wait-tomorrow-for-the-result xD

Miss Juuh was wearing her beautiful hairband again.
And she was late to reach the school today.
So, she was wanted to go outside of the hall.
I can see, she was in a bad mood today.
Obviously, when she was wearing her cool spectacles too.
She was so cool today.
Without prefects calling her, she walked up to the stage.

During Sivik class,
the teacher was just like an insane one,
sitting in the chair in front of the class,
and started to boast how good she is.
Blaaa. Ignored her and did my Theory workbook.
Then, I tried on Jensine's spectacles.
My friends said that I was very suitable with that specs.
Heee.
Then, Ah Buu tried on Yee Chin's specs.
She was just like a going crazy bookworm.
That means, it did not suit her.

After went back home,
saw Miss Juuh online.
I found her.
Yeaa. She told me she was in a bad mood today.
I'm glad that we had ended our "fight".
Wants to know about our "fight"?
Please refer to my post entitled "Just one action". Thankyou.
Okay. Really, I did not want to lose a friend.

Narh.
Going to have my dinner.
LarhLarh.

P.S. Ahh Hong, I like to sing with you. ;P

Jesssss
a young ~~saint~~devil?

2009-07-14T19:19:00.000-07:00

As chances had given ,
I don't tolerate with you who didn't listen to my advice.
Respect.
I respect you as my friend, as a normal student previously,
I treat you very well.
I gave you opportunities to change.
I gave you time too.
I wait for nobody to catch you.
As chances had given,
I can't bear it anymore.
Please don't try to **** me and my teammates.
Be Cautious.

Just one action

2009-07-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Terrible day today.
Everyday is a challenge to me.
Gotta throw down my gauntlet to accept them.
For yesterday, juniors can't reach the goal.
All prefects had punished to have our roll-call under the hot sun.
Today was nearly a hot day, sweating when talking in front of the roll-call.
After the roll-call dismissed,
went out of the hall and called the students to enter the hall, as usual.

After entering the hall,
what the hell, the situation in the hall seem like uncontrollable.
I said that, everyday is a new challenge for me, for us.
Well, today had changed the new duties for juniors,
I bet they were not so familiar towards their new duties.
Fine, a few minutes later, the hall was under control.
But, not as good as last time. ( prefects, you should know your "last time" )
When I was roaming around the hall,
I spotted a girl who was using a hair band which school don't allow to use.
I went there and took the hair band.
Chances had been given.
"You should cherish the chances I gave.
I gave you 2 weeks to change it, oops,
not only 2 weeks...Now, I took it, please don't blame me. "

If I didn't took your cutie hair band,
try to think, will you give it to me when I required it from you?
Will you?
Please, I'm just doing my job.
I'm fair to everyone, okay? Furthermore, I gave you a lot of chances.
Just one action----raise my hand and grab it.
I lost my friendship with you.
This is not my fault, this is also not your fault.
It is the destiny's fault. It intended us to be like this.
However, if you hate me, it's okay.
I won't treat you as my enemy too.
You lost respect from us. I lost respect from you too.
My feelings and your feelings are kinda same. Okay?

Being a prefect, is exactly being a leader.
Barrack Obama, my ideal leader.
Leader's appearance are tough and strong.
They do things perfectly.
Some leader's inner true heart,
are not as strong as you think, as you witness.

Once more to my dear prefects,
never gives up
no matter how hard the situation is,
take it as a challenge.
Go through the challenges then you can gain something you want that money couldn't buy it.

I'm finding a person that I could rely on.

Jesssss

Dinner

2009-07-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

Went to Cheers Palace to have my dinner.
The meal satisfied me, a lot !
I'm feeling very full, until now.
Gotta share some photos, woots!

Jolin and I.
She is damn cute and pretty.
Getting prettier now huh.
The W580i in blue colour belongs to her. I just used my phone to capture the style.
Nice dinner I had today.

Jesssss
full !

Rawrs!

2009-07-11T03:15:00.000-07:00

Whoops~
Eventually, it was the the day for interviewing our juniors.
Actually, some of them were too nervous.
Some of them even burst into tears.
Sigh~

Skip about the 7 hours interview session,
moved to after interview session.
Went to FUN OK with my boy friends~
Okay, don't misunderstanding.
We are just good friends. LOLX.
There were 5 boys and only me. A ~~lonely~~ girl.
KM's mother don't allow her to follow us.
If not, there were another girl can go with us.

They brought the cake there.
For BH's celebration.
Luckily, we went there at 3.30 p.m.
Some selected food can get them by half price only.
But, don't felt like wanna eat fried food.
So, just decided to share it with my friend.
Lalalaa....played there.

What th hell that BH was so wealthy.
He ordered a glass of beverage, I don't know the name.
Then, he dislike the glass of beverage, he gave it to CY.
And he ordered another glass.
OMG, he is totally awesome man.
He will transfer to another school next week,
kinda miss him.
And the cake they brought for him,
wrote " You're not alone, we are always be with you."
Whoa. Kinda sweet~

They played with cakes.
Ohh bored.
Childish kids are like that, don't blame them baa. xD
But, I don't allow people to use cake to wipe on my face.
But CY did that. What th hack.
Captured some pictures.

Lalalaaaa, the birthday cake.

ZY was trying to act cool.

The food I shared with CY. Although it is not much, but it was enough for us. xD

BH. Th rich boy~ CY, you should learn from his generosity. xD

Chit-chat until 5.00 p.m,
then I went to the washroom. Called them to wait for me a while.
After I went out, they dashed out already.
What th, dare to leave me la.
Then, I asked the waiter, where were they..
I went out of the restaurant.
I heard their idiot voice.
"Yong Xin came Yong Xin came"
Sweat......how come they so childish one.
I shouted to them, "I heard your voice lar!"
Kakakaz. ~~cute~~boys.

Then, I went down.
CY that idiot scared me..."boo" me at the corner.
What the, another childish act. xD
I scared by him. FISH already. :X
But, they still are gentleman.
Not bad, they wait for me to go back first then they went back.

I hate big dogs.
For reality, I scare big dogs.

signing off happily ;D
Jesssss

She hopes

2009-07-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

Woke up ~~soooo~~ early this morning.
Just because want to attend 2 meetings.
One was held in the morning, another one is held in the afternoon.
When I reached school, there were just 5 people.!
Were I too early to reach? Looked at my watch, I am PUNCTUAL.
That means, the others were not punctual at all.
After we waited for a few minutes then went up to our secret room. xD

This was the happiest meeting.
No cries. No unhappiness. So fascinating. It's working.
Skip about meeting.
Boon Hsuen came to the meeting too.
After meeting, we went out of the school to have our lunch.
Later, we walked to 100Yen.
BH was too generous and too humble.
He said that he was poor and his wallet had a lot of $$.
He wanted to leave us. Leave our school next Friday.
Sigh. We will miss you yea. Do keep in touch !!!

After the afternoon meeting, went up to our secret room again.
What the, they all fool me around.
And said I did not something that girls suppose to have.
I'm so speechless and gave him 2 slaps. <>

You made me dissapointed because of your timidness.

Jesssss

Everything is fine.

2009-07-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

Lalalalalalala lalala lalala......
Everything is back to normal again.
Everything is fine again.
Forget about th sucking, fuuuuuuking, haccccckkking, heeeeellling events that had happened.

Hyuu.
I felt very scared.
Scared that the sad event would happen again.

So tell me baby what’re you waiting for?

If not, Bye Bye Bye.

P.S: Maybe you can't figure out what I am trying to write in this post.

But, it is not necessary to know.

Jesssss